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May 25, 2004 14:14


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beautifulmess27 May 25 2004, 21:31:43 UTC
Aww! Sweetie feel better, seeing that reminds me of me and my ex. I miss him so fucking bad it hurts literally but it was for the best and if it's meant to be it'll be. That's the only advice I can give ya know, 100 people can say their sorry but it doesn't help. If it makes you feel better thats good. Just feel better. ♥

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rave_n May 25 2004, 21:35:44 UTC
Thank youuuuuuuu! Yeah, we broke up like a month and a half ago, and I was having fun with my friends and getting drunk all the time, and that's what made us break up, and at the time I didn't care cause I was having fun all the time, but in the long run, I was better off with him because he would have always been there for me, unlike the people I call my "friends"

Yeah, it fucking hurts a whole lot, and I'm getting to a point where I don't want to deal with it anymore, and he doesn't realize that I made a mistake and learned from it, and wont give me another chance, but I guesss he deserves better, and I'm glad he had the guts to stand up to me and tell me no, cause he's taken me back TOO manny times, I just don't think I'll ever get over him.
<3

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beautifulmess27 May 25 2004, 21:42:24 UTC
Wow honey that sounds JUST like my situation with my ex. We were fine and he was always there for me and like i kept fuckin up somehow and he got tired of giving me so many chances.

I mean this happened 2 weeks ago so it's new but i'm trying not to be selfish i'm thinking about how happy he probably is because he doesn't have to worry about me so much. I know he misses me because I mean you can't let go of someone and then let go THAT easily.. its wayy hard. I'm not sure i'll ever get over him either because I pictured us married and stuff, he did too at one point.. I always tell myself when I get down that if its meant to be it will be and thats what I have to go on until i'm fully over him. I'm always here if you need to talk though k.

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rave_n May 25 2004, 21:55:45 UTC
Fuck, at least someone knows how I feel. We planned out our whole entire fucking lifes and he told me no matter how much I fucked up, or how much he fucked up, we'd always be together and we'd always find a way to work things out. Shit happens though I guess. He's already got a new g/f and I aksed him how the fuck can he move on so fast, cause it took him a year before he went out with me after him and his ex broke up. what the fuck does that show, I didn't mean shit to him, and we were together for a year and 3 months or something like that. that just fucking kills me. I STILL tell myself that we're going to end up in eachothers arms, and I tell him that every day, I call him everyday and tell him I love him and that we're going to get married and they're going to play "You're still the one" at our weeding cause it's the fucking truth, and I tell him I don't give a fuck if he has a gf, she can suck my dick, he belongs to me and only me. yeah he hates me, but I don't care, he's going to realize how I was right at one point, I hope. ( ... )

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lilbabydoll2254 May 25 2004, 21:58:03 UTC
u guys are too hot! :D

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rave_n May 25 2004, 22:00:09 UTC
lol
gracias :)
<333

BUT YOU'RE WAY FUCKING HOTTER.
but not as hot as savanaha. ahahahahahhahah
:x

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rave_n May 26 2004, 06:07:52 UTC
I hope she gets sick of him
maybe he'll come back to me :x
hahhhaha.
I know I can love another person, I just don't want to, I don't know why, I just feel as if I'm supposed to be with Tyler.
I'm so pathetic, I know.
haha.
I know he's not worth half the shit I do, I just love him so fuckn much, and I know he's a better person, or at least used to be. I don't know what the hell happned.
:(

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peaches_keen May 31 2004, 00:15:03 UTC
I read the comments above too and I just dont even know what to say. Like part of me is wants to say Raven, he's a crazy asshole that stabbed your cell phone with a screw driver because he was mad at you. But another part of me knows how it feels to have love and lost, and you sit there every day, praying he'll call you and realize he made a mistake and wants you back. Becauseyou love him so much that no matter what happened, you'd take him back any day. And no matter how much he hurt you, your love for him will never die. Trust me girl I know that feeling. I've felt it way too often over the past month and 2 weeks. Lukily, my prayer came true and Alex is mine once again. And Raven, don't worry, because this shit takes time. Maybe he will call you and tell you he wants you back. There's no denying that he misses you. There's no way he couldn't miss you. y'all were together for too long to just forget about it. I know he thinks about you. And I know there's probably things about that girl that he doesn't like and he says to himself "I ( ... )

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