Romancing the Pain - Part 1

[raven_bard]

Title: Romancing the Pain

Rating: PG-13

Pairing: Pepa/Silvia

Summary: Post episode 104 as well as my last fic, Come Back to Me. It’s basically its sequel; the events that occur after Silvia was released from the hospital.

A/N: This is not gonna be a happy ride guys. Obviously, the title gives it away. Whoops. Our girls have to deal with the

Comments

[mmm_kekse]

Oh! Oh! A sequel!! Your brain may hate you but I certainly love your brain!!! I would totally do a happy dance if I weren't so exhausted!
And the angst is back <3 It was an amazing start! For some strange reason I find it therapeutic to read about their pain... maybe because it is their pain and it's not supposed to be ours.... or... I don't know... and yes I know they are not real lol I just shut up. I should not write or say stuff when I'm tired.
But one last thing: you write so beautifully!!! <3 (and I totally want a beer now!)

[raven_bard]

*chuckles* Well you certainly sound chipper for an exhausted person. I could barely drag my ass outta bed this morning, I was so tired. I hit the snooze button like 5 times.

"For some strange reason I find it therapeutic to read about their pain..." - Yes I totally understand. We human beings are crazy like that huh?

Hope you get some sleep and thanks for reading and commenting!

[mmm_kekse]

your story did that to me xD and I kinda always babble when I'm tired ... like small children when they get so tired they run around the house like crazy persons and just won't shut up ... I guess lol ... do all children do that or was that just me?

It's weird though isn't it? I mean... shouldn't it be the most horrible thing to read about their suffering? hm... I think people don't make much sense.

And thanks, I did get some sleep. (Not enough but it'll do xD )
And I'm so looking forward to the next part and more pain and angst! xD <3

[raven_bard]

Hmm...it's probably the last burst of energy and adrenaline...then after the kids usually drop like flies. Literally. I was like that. My mama said I would fall asleep halfway through eating dinner sometimes...with food still in my mouth! *shakes head*

Yeah people definitely don't make sense. They say misery loves company. It's sooo true. Somehow knowing that someone else is suffering makes one feel better. Tsk.

[selinakris]

As much as i'd love to get lost in the happy happy lala land of everything being ok with them, this is much more how I saw it, if by some miracle Sylvia does make it out alive next season i'm sure we'll have to deal with a very depressed redhead, so kudos to you for doing this story.
But please make it a happy ending...pweeeease.

[raven_bard]

*crosses fingers* Here's hoping Silvia DOES make it next season. We're all gonna be sobbing if she doesn't.

Thanks for the comment. I'll try for a happy-ish ending. But there is gonna be lots and lots of angst in this story. I mean what happened to them was bad. Like "train wreck combined with plane crash combined with gods only knows what other horrible stuff" bad. So lots of angst to be had first.

[elisa_trapt]

You, my friend, are a fast writer. And thank God! (But I hope you're still doing your homework???)

Oooh, so deliciously angsty - LOVE it! When Pepa does something, it's usually not half-way, so I can completely believe her sinking this low, all the beer bottles and such. But, dear Lord, where is her wife??? I have a feeling Silvia is possibly in an even worse place. :(

Can't wait for more....I'm ready for all the angst you're willing to dish out!

[raven_bard]

*chuckles* I was about to go to bed last night when my stupid ass brain started nagging me. Nag, nag, nag. So I gave up, sat down and wrote this. But yes...I finished my homework for this week first. Yay me!

Well I'm glad you're enjoying the angst. Like I told selinakris, there's gonna be lots of it. People can't go through a trauma like that and not come out unscathed. That would be crazy. And unrealistic!

Thanks for reading and commenting. As for where Silvia is...well all will be revealed in chapter 2. *winks*

[scrubs]

I don't mind the angst especially when it's well written angst. I'm liking the direction you're going with this because it is more realistic. I just hope there is light at the end of the tunnel for these two.

Yaay for fanfic as therapy.

[raven_bard]

Hmmm...maybe a glimmer of a light. Like a dim, pinprick, sliver of light. We'll see where my crazy mind goes with this. But for now it's angst, angst, angst.

Thanks for reading and commenting. :-D

[sia_9]

that was excellent raven_bard. it made me feel very grateful that i have love and she is alive. your words were great, they made me feel their pain and loss. thank you. i couldn't read the other comments because i didn't want to say the same compliments. you're a very good writer i like that they're suffering too not just happy and horny all the time. not that that's a bad thing in and of itself but life isn't just good things happening all the time.

[raven_bard]

Thanks. Yeah life isn't all just candies and poodles. I think we would all be bored if it were! Pepa and Silvia are definitely gonna get hit hard with the reality of it all. Thanks for reading btw. ;-)