...I need to vent. Maybe I am blind, maybe I am stupid ( Read more... )

For the first time since my biological father. I hate someone. And I mean. I truly, to my core, intend to find this person, and destroy their life. If that is my life's mission? I'm game. And yes. It's very much worth it. I have nothing to lose by it. And you? I almost hate you. You have lied to me. And you've lied about lying to me. And you will ( Read more... )

Goooooood...well. Night, apparently ( Read more... )

I crave Baozi.
I suppose I shall order some.
That has occupied my mind all week.

So it's the anniversary that Bryan and I parted ways. It's bittersweet. I remember crying a lot, he tried to comfort me the whole ride to the bus station. He was very sweet about it, honestly. He had been sweet the entirety of his stay. We had good moments. To hug him on his birthday--the first time we had ever touched each other, and I nearly ( Read more... )

I don't know...what to think...
I don't know how to handle it...I am trying to handle it, but I can't, really.
And if it's true? If they're right...then everything people tried to convince me not to believe, was true, and that I truly am being punished...

I love my job; Plain and simple. I am a lead Processor for Liberty Tax, and I was also a secretary for the Marketing Team in my area. I put in a lot of hours, 70+ a week. I work 8AM to 2AM and I have Tuesdays off and I sometimes take a lunch break. I love the people I work with. We get each other. We get along with each other, we're like one big ( Read more... )

I don't like aspects of my life being controlled by someone who believes they have my best interest and safety at heart. I can understand the latter of that, but I don't like it when they dictate things for me, rather than talk to me about it, or ask, or consult me about it. I don't like it when I am forced to make decisions I should not have to ( Read more... )

Much Ado About Nothing is on! It's one of my favorites! @_ ( Read more... )

Sigh...so lethargic. It always seems to happen after I feel pain. I get overwhelmingly tired, like it's against the law to stay awake. I remember Michael mentioning Vampires who involuntarily fall asleep. That's what I feel like, anyway.

I've been in a writing mood, which is odd since now I can't seem to compose my thoughts correctly for this diary- ( Read more... )