My crisis

[raven_silk]

[WARNING] I am writing this purely to get it out. Not to offend anyone or try and subtly tell anyone anything. Everything written here about anyone, they should know. Don't take offence! And if you do talk offence-talk to me about it-don't hate me for it.I'm having a friend crisis. I know it soulds stupid, but i don't know who my friends are

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Agree

[karatechickjenn]

I have had the same problems with friends over the years also. With people not understanding wat they are doin is wrong, or they r jus purely stupid and need to get over things. I also agree with the no changing thing. Every year i become friends with a few seniors (or last year a TON) and we all promise to stay close and nothin will change... but every1 nos that we will all either talk little or non at all. Unfortunately thats how it jus goes, at least thats wat i've learned. But i m glad u wrote this entree, bcuz i have the same feelings and problems... they may or maynot b w/ the same people, but i jus wanna say i understand. And for the single thing, i m with u on that one too (lol) Hope everything turns out for the best.. and i miss u very much. love u BUNCHES
P.S. - The hobbit boy is in my Psych class!!!! I thought it was hilarious wen i first walked into class, unfortunately it makes me miss u guyz even more. lol.

Re: Agree

[raven_silk]

lol...go you! hobbit boy!
its nice to know someone understands how i feel and has felt the same way because 6 years of this is just unbearable!

Dear Rachel

[xpliciticex]

I consider a very good friend....you're even under that catagory on my buddy list, (lol). I know I can always talk to you and always have. I pretty much would do anything for you and I feel bad that I never got to see you before you left (though I know you understand).

Anyways....point being, you're stuck with me being your friend. I don't say that to a lot of people, especially now is a transition period where you figure out who all your true friends are. The thing is Rachel, I miss you, will be here for you to talk to when you need it (you have the digits) and will still be around in the future...got it bitch? :-P

Other than that, I'm sorry your having lonely problems, I know it sucks...though I may not have moved as far as you did, I did go to 2 elementary schools, 4 middle, 2 high and now a college way the hell away from where I finally got settled. I understand feeling that starting over stress. I hope you can find more people to be true friends to you cause you're, like, one of the best people I know and you deserve it.

<3

Re: Dear Rachel

[raven_silk]

Man, i love you! I think that sums it all up, don't you?

[pinkitaliankiss]

hey rach-
I'm really sorry if its seemed as though our friendship has changed or that I've changed. Your one of the only people that I try to call atleast every day to keep in touch with. But of course as you know, its going to be hard for the both of us to keep in touch. I know that, and you know that. I wish it was different, but its true and nearly impossible for all of us to be the same we were when we were in highschool, seeing each other every day. However, you really are basically the only person I try my hardest, every day to call you atleast once..maybe even 3 or 4 times when I have to go over the big bridge. You know I love you to death and that you mean alot to me. I really do hope that we both can keep up our once a day phone calls. I wish the best of luck to you and again, I'm sorry. Take care.

<3 megan

[raven_silk]

i don't want an apoligy. I know that things have to change and you do try hard. It's just everything between you and jon that is straining. I don't know how to handle it anymore at all.

[pinkitaliankiss]

dont handle it...I dont think I've mentioned anything about him in awhile, so if i do talk about it, tell me to shut up..if he talks about it..then tell him to shut up or whatever. But dont worry about that. I'm done with that. You dont have to worry about handling anything involving that anymore, atleast with me.