me all over again

[raven_silk]

Lately i make even myself mad sometimes. I get these sudden sullen moments when i realize that i am alone and how lonely i am. I think to myself that i have never been in a relationship-ever. I wonder why. Am i ugly, or boring, or just unpleasent? Am i too fat or too loud or just too plain

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[fallenshadow05]

I'm sure I speak for many when I say I understand that feeling where you seem to look in every direction and see two people holding hands or kissing or doing something sappy that becomes something of envy. Trust me when I say just because I've had several g/fs doesn't mean I've never felt alone too. I have wondered the same thing (in a guys manor though) and sometimes you just have to believe deep within you that your time will come, I know some people whos first relationship was their only, some who have had more than they have fingers, and some who've never even been interested in having a relationship because it's just not important. Just know your wonderful personality and sweetness will pay off one day, and you won't have to deal with nearly as much heartache as many others have.