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Not much
Not much has changed for me recently. I'm still just taking each day as the sun rises. I have had no luck finding a job, but have had several quack offers and even received a check in the mail for 3800 which turned out to be fraudulent! Oh well, I'm not going to let it get me down, and I am going to remain optimistic that something will come along ( Read more... ) -
Day One of Brazil Butt Lift
I got my BeachBody Brazil Butt Lift workout program today, so it's officially begun. My measurements are pathetic, but here we go:
Chest: 36 in
R. Arm: 11.5 in
L. Arm: 11 in
Waist: 31 in
Hips: 39 in
R. Thigh: 23 in
L. Thigh; 22.5 in
Weight: 155 lb
I am posting this because it's going to be more motivational to me to actually see it in Black and White. Not ( Read more... ) -
All I have to say is UGH.
Yeah, ugh. My diet is going nowhere. I'm not really eating much, but when I do it's nothing good. I've stopped drinking pop like I said so that's one good thing. My boyfriend is really getting on my nerves. I'm getting so bored and restless with my life that I don't know what to do. I just can't seem to find the motivation to work out. Why am I so ( Read more... ) -
Still Trucking
I'm still sore today. I am not going to stop with my routine though, the ache means it's working! I did eat KFC today, but only one of those boneless chicken breast pieces they have. Other than that, I've had some saltine crackers and pineapples. I have not had a single ounce of pop! That's huge, considering that I was drinking several cans of ( Read more... ) -
Completely uneventful day today
I spent almost the entire day in bed today. I am still sore from my manic workout yesterday. I'm not going to stop though. I remember what it was like to work out every single day. I remember how good it made me feel and look. I remember people telling me I was "glowing" all the time. I was much happier, and less stressed. It seems that as I ( Read more... ) -
Restless
I'm starting to get that strange restless feeling again. The one I get right before shit hits the fan with Reny. He's been acting very odd lately (including the handgun to my head incident,) and it's really getting to me. If anyone should be acting differently, it's me. He should be so up my ass that I can't even breathe. The omen of doom (Steve) ( Read more... ) -
Death
Today is my birthday. Happy Birthday to me. Yesterday was Christmas and we had a lot of fun. I let Michael keep Emily overnight finally. She doesn't even know who he is, but she seemed happy to go with him, so that's good. He got a new vehicle, a Ford Explorer. The car must have finally given up on him. It lasted a long time though! Hopefully I'll ( Read more... ) -
Strange
So, I've been feeling rather off lately. Like - totally off my rocker or something. I don't know what to make of it. I do feel as if the fog has lifted somewhat finally. I had a phone interview for a job that I'm really interested in. It really went well and I'm excited about it. There's also an opening at Rent A Center which isn't my ideal job but ( Read more... )