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My lips are chapped,
my hands are cold.
My heart is lost,
come take me home.
You have become my warmth.
You have become my song.
Last night was one of the saddest moments of my life. With all the lack of confidence and eventual failure to meet their expectations, I spent the night just crying. Last night, I exhausted my tears like never before.
To You, who are ever so kind, thank you for the warmth and kindness. We are strangers yet you bothered to check if I was okay. For a moment, I felt lucky. Even with all the pressures forced upon me. Even with all the expectations I keep on failing to meet.
It's really funny. I was able to keep my ground and hold back my tears in front of everyone I know, but I blatantly admitted to you that I am not strong, that I am just a crybaby who tried my best to hold back those tears.
I guess it's fate that you'd find such a person, someone whom you can tell all your worries and bare your whims and realities to. For a person to be so thoughtful to listen to someone's weakness and to offer kind words of comfort, it is a sin for me not to be grateful to someone like that.
Everything is still blurry between me and my career, but for a moment, even with these obstacles, I felt special. I know fate would always play dirty on me but I'd take this as my best luck I've gotten this year.
Again, thank you. I wish you could see me smiling right now.
my hands are cold.
My heart is lost,
come take me home.
You have become my warmth.
You have become my song.
Last night was one of the saddest moments of my life. With all the lack of confidence and eventual failure to meet their expectations, I spent the night just crying. Last night, I exhausted my tears like never before.
To You, who are ever so kind, thank you for the warmth and kindness. We are strangers yet you bothered to check if I was okay. For a moment, I felt lucky. Even with all the pressures forced upon me. Even with all the expectations I keep on failing to meet.
It's really funny. I was able to keep my ground and hold back my tears in front of everyone I know, but I blatantly admitted to you that I am not strong, that I am just a crybaby who tried my best to hold back those tears.
I guess it's fate that you'd find such a person, someone whom you can tell all your worries and bare your whims and realities to. For a person to be so thoughtful to listen to someone's weakness and to offer kind words of comfort, it is a sin for me not to be grateful to someone like that.
Everything is still blurry between me and my career, but for a moment, even with these obstacles, I felt special. I know fate would always play dirty on me but I'd take this as my best luck I've gotten this year.
Again, thank you. I wish you could see me smiling right now.