It feels as if no matter what I do, I repeat the same things I do in the past.  I feel like a complete fuck up.  I'm afraid I lost my financial aid for school because of attendence.  Yes I missed 2 weeks from being sick, however there are many other days where I wake up and just didn't feel like going.  I've also had days where I sleep in.  Now add ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday ( Read more... )

Every time I am left at the hosue by myself for more than a week something always goes wrong. It seems that my fridge is dying. I just get sick of this crap. Lest time it was the a/c. The time before then my vehicle. It just never fails. I can survive without a fridge under normal circumstances. However, the money mom gave me for food I ( Read more... )

Yeah for having Pharyngitis (not sure that is spelled correctly). For those of you who do not know what it is, pharyngitis, it's an infection fo the throat. No not in the dirty sense. It's basically a sinus infection of my pharynx. The antibiotics are kicking in though, so hopefully in a few days I'll be good to go ( Read more... )

I don't know why it's happening again, but I am ever so slowly slipping into depression. I was doing so good for so long and now I'm headed right back to where I was. It's so familiar, I almost welcome it. The only thing I'm scared of is becoming so apathetic again that I may as well be a zombie. This time I will get it under control quicker ( Read more... )

I'm sick with tummy ache and headache. My mind is full of different thoughts that are driving me nuts. I do not want to post anything about that on here. Anyways, can someone just give me a hug?

Lost ( Read more... )

It's been a little while so i digured I would let everyone know I am still alive and doing well. Just been busy with school and work and boyfriend. Other than that not much has been going on.

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So, it's been a little bit since I updated. I am doing well in schoool and having a lot of fun. MY boyfriend and I are in a bit of a rocky patch, but I do beliee we will be fine, if not better than before. I am up at the coffee shop waiting for people to show up, so about another hour. But I have my books from school and I have a test tomorrow ( Read more... )