and i actually tryed to have a good time (this year) I think my cosplays kinda sucked, but thats my fault for not going super mainstream or flashy. Maybe i'll do something epic....but i doubt i could even pull it off. got con crud which is like super ass in a half but it was fun to squee out with esper (matt) over FF stuff and work on everyones ( Read more... )

dear god please dont let my name go on Lights book!!! *crosses fingers ( Read more... )

anything i have i will be willing to consider selling. yes im THAT broke. please let me know if anyones interested in clothing shoes figurines w/e (NOT MY CATS)

x.x i need money for sakura con bad!

oh yea and i am available for hair cut color w/e reasonable prices!!!

so im completly broke, i havent gone out of the house in days, but thats ok im still hunting for work but its not turning out well at all! rawr. anyway i have a crush! He is teh super sweet! his name is sheepeh, *gush* cause he's all super fuzzy. ok ok his real name is austin, he lives in walla walla though...T.T NOT TO WORRY its just a crush ( Read more... )

and still im so hurt by everything about you. You and I were a lie, you let it ride like it was no big thing, when you never knew anything about love. How could you? You've never experienced it. You make me feel like shit, everytime i think about you i wanna forget, forget how i feel, forget how you dont feel. But its all a lie, everything ( Read more... )

you know its very annoying when your somewhere doing something that does not allow you to write stuff down. I get the most incredible ideas when im driving or just waking up. I know i need to write right now, i need to express whats going on in my heart but its just difficult to figure out how to start, where to start, what to say. I am ( Read more... )

i wish i could get a idea for a poem....=( stupid emotions

Nighttime approaches ( Read more... )

dear subconcious,

fuck off and die

oh ya that goes for emotions too!

I DONT CARE ANYMORE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!~

love always
Betsy

i am missing disc 3-4 of my Wonderfalls dvds did i lend them to anyone? let me know!