Despite the seriousness of your issues, they are not uncommon. =) Maybe I'm not the best person to give you advise on love because god knows I've certainly botched it a number of times (haha), but it seems to me that with the experiences I've had, that love is one of those things you really just have to play by ear. There is no one right answer to your questions or wonderings, just like there is no right answer as to what to do. Its one of those things that whatever happens, happens (as you quoted I said to you the other day
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I know i bother you enough with this junk... Thanks for bearing with me. Your understanding of a lot of things (like me never being home or available etc.) it doesn't go unnoticed. I love you dear, thanks for everything.
oh please, like you don't have to hear the shit I go through day in and day out. hello: rushing me to the emergency room and listening to my rants??? i think we both appreciate each other a lot more than we usually express it, which is just fine with me because one thing that doesn't go unnoticed is that we do love each other. =)
what i can do to helpthyrdstryykeMarch 11 2006, 00:31:47 UTC
well all i can do is tell you what its like from the position of being the one to move away when you haved someone back home....so if that helps feel free to call me up. just remember im 2 hrs ahead of you and have to get up at 4 am during the week.
Re: what i can do to helpravenjaneMarch 14 2006, 01:32:27 UTC
Thank you for your offer Kevin. Kitty always speaks very highly of you. Its too bad i didn't get to really meet you before you went away. But i guess that's jsut the way it is. Anyhow, i really do appreciate what you have to say, and maybe i will call you in my hour of need. Thanx.
It isn't fear so much as overwhelming feeling in general. I not a big one on jealousy or dishonesty. I am easily misslead and also i am still a very broken person. I never know if i am being to hard on him or if i am taking it way to easy on him. Fear is the background i guess. But it's really learning to deal with being alone, learning to communicate in every way possible without physically being there, learning to be understanding of certain things, etc. Thanks for responding in the few moments you had to spare. I appreciate it.
i sure hope you can figure out how to balance everything while he is gone. i know this is a difficult challenge for you and really hope you guys succeed through this. i would go so far as to seek counseling to give you aid with your previous relationships and how they affect you now. you can use all the help you need especially if it is preventitive. when things are so fragile, good solid support and advice and insight will do you a lot of good. i know a lot of places like weave will do it for cheap or free if you can make the time. and also friends are always here for you on the day to day stuff. i know how important this relationship is to you and i would love to be there for you in any possible way to help although it might be pretty out of my leage. i will always try to be there for you. i love you jasmine. you deserve to be happy and to have the best and i know thats what he brings to your life. <3
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grab mmy number from kitty
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Kevin...honey...you didn't "haved" me, you had me
stick to the airplane business. you always manage to make me smile.
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