Well I pretty much feel like my head is going to explode. Yep. Name an apect of my life and I'll be confused about it. Really, go ahead. Pick one. I'm sick of feeling so stuck.

So my roomate's still sad, and I felt guilty for being frustrated with her this morning, even if I didn't say anything. I really am worried, so I got her flowers. I hope they helped. I'm worriend about a lot of people all of a sudden. It sucks wanting to make people better and failing miserably ( Read more... )

I woke up to muffled screaming and sobbing yesterday, and went to sleep to it last night. Now, I woke up to it this morning, and I hasn't stopped yet. I understand it was a bad breakup, but what is there left to yell about? She's yelled so much at this point, that tone must not have any effect on him at all anymore. I'm trying not to be frustrated ( Read more... )

So I haven't been able to sleep all night. I have class in...31/2 hours. There are few things that keep nagging away at me. I could sit here for hours and be occupied trying not to think about them and thinking about them anyway. I miss three people right now, and I only want to miss one of them. I wish I wouldn't think of the other two as much as ( Read more... )

I have to get up at 6 30 in the morning for work tomorrow. I took a sleeping pill and it should definitely have kicked in by now, but it hasn't. *sigh* Not able to sleep...sick of it. I found my old livejournal from freshman and sophmore year, it was awesome. I found all these recurring themes though, like not being able to sleep. Hmm...familiar. ( Read more... )

No, I haven't dropped off the face of the plantet, although sometimes it feels like I have. I really don't have anything to say, aside from spilling my guts emotionally, and that's just gonna make a nonsensicle mess, so..a liniar update on my life, shall we? I now have some idea as to what I'm doing next year, which is much better than having none ( Read more... )

I just took a swig of apple juice and felt something slimy, looked down and saw mold. Hopefully I don't get sick, but seriously ew.

Okay, the night before last I went to bed with my contacts in , but I had a good cry beforehand, apparantly my eyes don't like that. I've never had a problem with sleeping withthem in, but I woke up yesterday and my eyes were so poofy I could barely open them. So I wore my glasses all day, and slept with no contacts, and everything looked fine by ( Read more... )

So I had a great day. I woke up and decided that I wanted to get my eyebrow pierced that day, and Danny and I had made plans to hang out so I convinced him it would be awesome to hang out in Berkeley. Other Daniel, new friend Rose (who spontaneously got a nose piercing so we could be piercing buddies), and Siobhan (pronounced Sha-von, no she's not ( Read more... )