It is not usual for me to post two time in one day but some thing it happen tonight that I need to think of. Charles he sign on to talk to me and he is at me of what I write in my journal. I know Charles he do not never read my entry so I know it is some one who tell him of what I write and he has not had the talk to me of this before so I look to ( Read more... )

So we had the talk much tonight, and it was how he and me we talked when we were first to date yes but we do not talk on AIM but it still is much nice to speak to him in any way. He was much sweet and he listen to me when I tell him of how I feel and of my fear and how I love him so. He is so quiet and he do not say he love me now but I hope it ( Read more... )

I am back on AIM for last week or two. I am Ravenz_ladie so if someone want to have the talk with me I will be there to talk yes. It is on all time. It is when I am AIM that I see Charles and I know he do not want to speak to me and I know I tell myself I am to let him go and not think of this man but his name is on buddy list and he is on so I ( Read more... )

I talk to my baby today, and she is much excited because her daddy he will be coming home soon. She say she has the talk with him today and she is happy little girl for he is coming home to be with her soon yes. I spend most of day trying not to think of this man but then when my baby call and she talk of him always it is much difficult to not ( Read more... )

My post here of late they have been bad mood and about him. I find myself to think of him all the time and I know this it is not right. I have been to counsellor to talk of this and he say it is though I am widow instead of divorce yes. I think of him too much and it is wrong for me. I plot to keep all the other woman from him and this make me much ( Read more... )

How can he be so much stupid. He is blind and stupid wimp fool. He will take back woman who had much hurt him in past and not trust him and make him beg her to not hurt him and she is one who treat him worse than no woman he has ever to know yes and he will take her back and he will bring her to his fancy home he buy and have her live there and he ( Read more... )

So I have finally found out who it is that Charles is really planning to make his woman yes. haha I cannot tell you how I find out but I do know now and I have much surprise of this. I should not be for the hints they were all there for me to know of yes, but I still have much surprise face though. haha ( Read more... )

I have been reading entries from my friends and I wonder what it is that is going on that I do not know about yes. One of my friends she refers to a certain someone she is waiting for who will come back to be with her because she is bored with just girls stuff and I can not help but think that she is talking about Charles for he is in China and is ( Read more... )

Oooo lala It is much hot and I do not go out for nothing except to buy the groceries no. Bo he come by to have lunch today and I make him the ham sandwich. Bo say I make a wicked ham sandwich and I remember when I make one for Charles and he do not eat it for he think it is poison and I take bite and then he grab it from me and eat it. haha That ( Read more... )

Sometimes it is much hard for me to understand way of world yes. I try to make something to happen and something else I do not want it happens. I feel like much bad woman for I break up people I do not try to break up and this it make much sad yes. I find me to be lonely woman much of time so I call my friend and we how you say hang out together ( Read more... )