matt shaw used to sort of pound this idea into my head that "attitude is everything." he was a little too into motivational speakers and other self-righteous thinkers, and maybe it was never his purpose to pound certain things into my head, but i can't help but feel that he was always trying to change me in a very loose sort of manner. and maybe ( Read more... )

i can't sleep ( Read more... )

the days are going by too quickly, now. maybe there are blood clots in my brain. maybe you will find me this way. she will never find me. she knows where to find me. she makes a choice and lives by it, only when someone makes her stick to it. it made me tired, and i hit the road. i said goodbye a million times. shifting shapes in desert sands, ( Read more... )

front a punk rock band. and shut up ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Illuminati! I am still awaiting my membership....


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i do not recommend music much..but the new kenna album is spectacular.

my walls are closing in.....

Alone in the tower they cannot expect her to live for long. Throughout the day they will stop and press their ears against the stone wall that has replaced the tower's only door. They hear nothing but the faint scratching of her fingers against the other side. For hours the scratching could be heard. Then for days. Then for weeks ( Read more... )

once apon a time, in the land of most far away and most distant ( Read more... )

my life is one long episode of "Curb Your Enthusiasim".

just call me bram david.