wow

[raveronyx]

yaknow..idont know what to do with myself anymore...i think im missing the single life again. youd think someone who got so hurt wouldent do it to someone else. it just. argh. i just cought her in a lie wich i find horibbily fucking gay. i got off the phone with her last night crying to myself...then getting off the phone and crying myself to

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[porcelienbeauty]

...i honestly don't know what to say. I really care about you, and i don't want to hurt you anymore, and i know my indecisive tendancies cannot make things easy, and they just hurt you all the more each time. So i don't know what to do, or what to say.....because nothing i say or do is going to make things okay. I cant explain what is going through my mind, because i don't even know. I want to give things with Benji a try, because if i don't see what happens, then...its just going to leave another void. I dont know what I "lied" about, or exaggerated, but i'm sorry if i did. I'm sorry i hurt you....i'm sorry i can't let the past go........i'm sorry i keep putting you through this....i'm sorry that i can't stop looking back, but most of all ...i'm sorry for pulling you into this place....because you don't deserve to be put here..if you told me to go stab myself..i wouldnt blame you..because i am doing to you the same thing almost that i felt was done to me....I'm sorry Chris, i really am....

Jessie
~broken and looking back...

Sounds familer.

[vampirepixie420]

Hurts, dont it?