My first lucid dream. I went to a concert and met you there by coincidence. I was there with another girl but I left her because you wanted me. I was a bit sad knowing I’d hurt her in doing this but I had to. So I did. We hung out and you mentioned something vulgar as if it would lure me into coming with you but I had already committed. You didn’ ( Read more... )

I dreamt last night. You were there again. I hugged you goodbye and it felt like you. You were warm and soft and fragile and strong and there. You were there for a few moments. Then I woke up. It made me ache all day today. I cried in the bathroom. None of them know. I guess I'm a really good liar ( Read more... )

it'll have been a year. It still hurts. I think the only thing that's gotten better is my practice at pretending that I don't miss you. I'd like to think I've gotten stronger. . . . more disciplined. . . . braver. . . . more creative- but what worth are these accomplishments without you in my life? What worth is personal growth to me if I'm not ( Read more... )

I forgot how beautiful your eyes are. The photos do little to remind me- it could be compared as something akin to life support, incomparable to being barefoot and running in a park. If I thought I'd missed you before, it’d only been made worse by the few seconds that we locked eyes. I’d forgotten how beautiful you truly are.

I'd like to get some people together for some frisbee and picnic'ish action next week (preferably around monday'ish / tuesday'ish). Send me a msg and lemme know if you're down for comin.

I'm wishing I worked harder when I had the chance to. I should've done more with my academics than I did ( Read more... )

woot! back dimples. *end gloat*

Thank you.

I was blown away ( Read more... )

I dreamt about you again last night. I imagined I called you but this time you picked up. You sounded angry at me but of course I can't blame you for that- no matter how long it's been. It felt so good. I was happy to hear you talking to me even if you were pissed. I realized at some point that it was just a dream and I tried to stay asleep a ( Read more... )