Perfect Moments.
Okay so I heard this question on the radio. They simply asked what's your favorite moment in your day. I've been trying to think because that has changed quite dramatically recently. It's also very difficult to pick a specific moment in my day. I mean I know that at the moment it would be when I get to snuggle up in bed with my boyfriend at the end of a day of work but if you had asked me this question before I went on work experience I would have probably answered differently. Although that was still probably one of my favorite parts in the day I would have probably said when everyone was finished lectures for the day and just hanging out together and having fun.
Every once in a while, especially when i get very lonely at work I start to think how much my life has changed and how increadibly lucky I am at the moment. I mean I often find myself complaining about things. How people arn't acting as they should and such but after complaining I always start to feel guilty. I mean I shouldn't be complaining about what I have. When I was younger I would have hardly believed that my like would be like this in college. It almost feels like a completely different universe, you know?
When I was in secondary school although I had very close friends I...didn't fit in with other girls. I got along with them fine but I wasn't very interested in their company nor were they interested in mine. I had a lot of fun regardless with my few close friends but I could have never imagined that I would ever have the wide and amazing group of friends I have today.
I was always someone who enjoyed joining things but was always to internally introverted to actually try to take athority in anything. Now in college things have changed so dramatically. A friend and I started a society! I'm now president of said society. I had enough friends to badger into signing the petition to start the society. It's so amazing.
I often wonder if I'll wake up, I think. I mean of course everything in my life is far from perfect but when I stop and think of all the amazing people I have to rely on now I don't think I could really ask for more.
I'm the type of person who always needs people around me. I feel very lonely and upset when I'm left alone for long periods of time. Until I went on work experience I had actually almost completely forgotten what if left like to feel lonely, because I was never alone. In the back of my mind I'm always afraid that I don't thank people enough for being my friends and for taking care of me as they do. So although many of you will never read this I want to thank all of you, from the bottom of my heart, for being my friend, for changing my life and turning me into the person I am today.