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[ravingamy]

I can't forget the look he shot me just before he walked out of the door. Utter loathing. I hurt him. I hate myself for it. But I just don't know what to do anymore. I've blamed Amara about something like this before, and here I am being a fucking hypocrite. Okay, so he has a daughter. There's nothing wrong with that! Only, he doesn't want her. And

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[mcdolohov]

When you say 'important'
Am I allowed to

Fuck this

I know you're angr

*blots of ink*

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[ravingamy]

Ant? Is there a reason you're spilling ink all over the parchment?

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[mcdolohov]

Well, you're being
I thought you'd still b

No reason.

I lo

How are you?

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[ravingamy]

I have a brain freeze. I can't seem to get started on my essay.

[fallingblack]

That's so subjective. Your definition of important is probably much different than mine. What if I broke a nail, Amycus? That is very important, and I would have to come bother you straight off.

[ravingamy]

Reg, I'm not really up for jokes. I'm not feeling my best. Is there something you wanted to talk to me about?

[fallingblack]

No one ever likes the jokes. You, Andromeda. Is it so hard to smile?

Something I wanted to talk about? Oh, probably nothing in particular. Not to worry. You may sulk in peace.

[ravingamy]

I'm not sulking. I appreciate you trying to cheer me up. But I just don't feel like smiling.

[mortal_sand]

I doubt that 'fuck the NEWTs' is going to get you all that far, Amycus.

[ravingamy]

Well, at least that's three words on my empty parchment.

[mortal_sand]

I don't think they'll get any marks, though.

[ravingamy]

I know.

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I feel horrible.

[erudite_vagrant]

I can't imagine that NEWTs will be as bad as we are all envisioning.

[tonksalicious]

I've a sneaking suspicion that it is nothing more than one giant seventh year party that none of us are allowed to talk about.

[erudite_vagrant]

I don't know if I would be incredibly relieved and glad or irritated about all the wasted nervous energy funneled into the project over the years.

[tonksalicious]

It could be our Final Lesson: to put as much effort into everything we do as if they were our NEWT examinations.

[tonksalicious]

Why do I have a feeling that I know what this is about?

[ravingamy]

You ought to. Seeing as it's supposed to be the height of your academic life.

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[tonksalicious]

Well, that, and the reason as to why you've been so broody recently..

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[ravingamy]

I'm not broody. Don't try to psychoanalyse me. If there's something you want to say, say it.