ohmygod i just realized i have a giant craving to hear that pixies song that's at the end of fight club. but i want the feeling that i've just watched an incredible movie to be there with it, which means....i have to watch fight club all the way through. trouble is, i just WATCHED fight club, sort of. i wasn't paying much attention to it. and i ( Read more... )

i've recently decided that the most uncomfortable feeling in the world is knowing you're hungry, but not knowing what you're hungry for.

honestly, how am i supposed to fill this emptiness inside me if nothing feels right?!

according to jock, the acting class guy....i have a natural innocence that really works for me....

or something like that. also, it has become apparent that my last scene partner, tara, and i look a lot alike. and she told me i "have to" try out for this tv show thing. i dont know. it doesn't look like something i'd want to do, but you have to ( Read more... )

my point is, i just got really overwhelmed with a feeling of frustration and tired-ness after the lacrosse game. and then my mom pushed me into getting upset, and what i need right now is to not be home, to not be sitting here with no one to talk to, to not be sitting here thinking about how much i'm fucking everything over......

no, i'm not ( Read more... )

i'm sick of the "you ditched me" fights, let's end them. also, let's end the "he hates me/she was a bitch first" fights, PLEASE.

IN OTHER NEWS sarah and i get to learn how to manage a lacrosse team today. my blood is O positive. i saved 3 lives.

laura: no, lindsey's not a universal donor...

sarah: well, in my heart she is

i'm done.

hey, a word to red money river! nice last show. really. you rocked the house.

now, a word to my homies: you guys are great, keep up the good work.

lastly, a word to myself: stop...

anyways. i'm exhausted! it just took me an hour to get that picture right. it's like, the only picture i like of myself...funny how you can barely see me...(?) but ( Read more... )

well, here's how things go down: spanish, study hall (doing nothing), watching forrest gump and eating in history (translation: doing nothing), band (translation: doing nothing)....so that means.....spanish.....and then i'm done. there might be a god. also, then i get band practice, and the show, and then a sleepover with my girls who've never ( Read more... )

it has occurred to me...that i want to do more acting. i mean, this acting class is a lot of fun, but it's only once a week, for like five seconds. and yeah, i learn a lot from watching the other people do their scenes, too. but.....i dont know, anyone who acts will tell you, watching other people makes you want to be right there, acting it up. i ( Read more... )

also, my new hair color kind of makes me look russian.....

i'm going to win that short story contest.

woo! acting class is fun fun fun. except in the next scene i have to do..i think i'm southern(?). my name is sueanne...and i say the word "momma" and stuff like that. i dont know. has anyone seen the movie tender mercies??? yeah, me either.

in any case: i have some things to do. sort of. i wanted to hang ( Read more... )