Wasn't bored for a while but now I'm bored again. Boo. *sighs* Sympathy pain is okay. I dunno, I'm alittle pissed at myself too. Arg. I gotta get back into shape. Get good habits. Drink more water. Moisturize. Get a job. Def get a job.

Was alittle pissed, and now I'm simmered out. I'm all sorts of burned out. I'm just tired. Who woulda thought at nineteen I would be bone tired like I am?

Some things that are left unseen, were seen ( Read more... )

Shitty day with it's ups and downs. Ugh. The hits keep on coming. Hope and pray, for one day some day...

Sometimes I wish I could have a do over button, or a really big poke button for when people are being stupid. More like, Push them over into a freaking vat full of mud, button.

The look in my eyes
Deep, dark and far away
You question what's wrong,
I say nothing
You ask again,
I say nothing and look to you
Wondering if you can see
Into my window
The scene that plays
But you're too blind
For me
To say
The truth

I realized not to long ago, that he finally died inside of me. I never thought it would happen, but it has. I wonder if I've died inside of him? I wonder if he even gives a damn? I still love, but he's dead to me. Stranger things have happend than reanimation. I'm not quite at peace with this. I don't think I'll ever be.

Finally found the refrence to my profile. The correct one. Bartleby.com and Oxford Shakepearean Encyclopedia is my savor! Turns out it was Act I, Scene II of Julius Caesar. How fitting. Dumbfuck asshole. Not the play, someone in particular.

Second or third time the man has been sick. At least I got to hand in my paper for a grade. Maybe all this walking will make my ass and thighs smaller too. Time for laundry and another paper. Woo?

On a quest for an elusive shakespearean website. Any suggestions?