took out my rings for tomorrow. looks kinda weird with out them in. I wanna see if I can get smaller captive bead rings, I still like the look of all the metal. And another bar would be nice but I dunno people who sell like, 1 1/4 inch bars for industrials. Mom said she can tolorate the rings. I guess I will appease her. It'd be nice to take a ( Read more... )

I figured that I see what I want to see and not what is infront of me. I need to take a step back, take a deep breath and open my eyes and hopefully the clouds will fade from them. I cannot live in my head anymore, and take it out on people as a result. I just hope that the truth doesn't hurt as bad as I anticipate.

A year I'll wait. I hope it goes faster than I think it will.

~Stayed good, almost ( Read more... )

Turning in early because of a pooie day. Friday couldn't come early enough.

Crazy mixed up and confused, and then you go to sleep. Today was alright. Was alittle tired but had to come home early and take care of some things that I neglected over the weekend. It was interesting, even though I know very little spanish I don't feel confident enough to speak it with someone who is. There were two people who wanted someone to ( Read more... )

Okay, you know how when you wash something it gets tighter than when you first wore it? Okay I know I gained some weight in college but I've been slowly losing it. Assuming that I've lost a significant amount of weight you'd assume that somet things might get somewhat looser. Apparently some things grew because the bras that I used to wear before, ( Read more... )

To everyone: I wish sweet dreams and a good night because...

I know I won't be sleeping well for a while...

...but I wish I could...

*holds her head in her hands as she whispers to herself*

I just gotta hold on a little longer, Just gotta hold on

...when it's so hard to do...

*looks herself in the mirror up and down*

Well crap, when did I get fat like and old jezebel?

Something's gotta go.