once again, i've failed to post for a while, so this time i'd though i'd post a few conclusions about myself that i have come up with...i'm not looking for pity, or anything, i'm just letting you all know, so that if it turns out i'm the type of person you hate, then you know to not talk to me ( Read more... )

And we hide behind ( Read more... )

happy birthday and anniversary heidi

well, it's about one o'clock in the morning on janruary the fifth..and it should be a happy day. You see, it is mine and heidi's eleven month anniversary..and it's also her sixteenth birthday...but....being the happy day that it should be, it's pretty depressing right now...i mean..i'm not going to even be able to talk to heidi...she needs her rest ( Read more... )

come see my cage...built in my grave...

for anyone whom cares or wishes to know, this is me


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for anyone whom cares or wishes to know, this is me


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i sit alone in my hole of hell ( Read more... )

alright..fuck it...i know i posted like five minutes ago, bit what fucking ever...i don't give a shit...this weekend blows...and blows somemore...even fucking yule sucked...first my car fucking breaks again...whoo hoo! thats probably going to be around $200-300 to fucking fix...oh yea...isn't that just fucking grand? then my dad goes off and ( Read more... )

alright..fuck it...i know i posted like five minutes ago, bit what fucking ever...i don't give a shit...this weekend blows...and blows somemore...even fucking yule sucked...first my car fucking breaks again...whoo hoo! thats probably going to be around $200-300 to fucking fix...oh yea...isn't that just fucking grand? then my dad goes off and ( Read more... )