Wow i forgot how funny EVERYBODY LOVES RAYMOND is....haha i hope jesus does a good job mowing the lawn. classic. well yesterday was another day that was nostalgic, looking through my yearbook i was reading what everyone wrote...made me wish i did things differantly. I wish i said some things to people and wish i had called people. oh well, whats ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night. And in this dream i was wearing a black robe...a judges robe to be exact. I was also wearing one of those old wigs that the senates and such used to wear. You know the wigs that the cartoons depict judges wearing. Well i was seated in an old fashioned courtroom. It was hot a nd evryone had those martin luther king type of ( Read more... )

I feel strange..alot on my mind. I getthe feeling something bad is going to happen..not globally. Socially strange. Im afraid it will happen again to me..ill get hurt then i will shut down again. I will not want to let anyone get close to me again. Damn i hate this feeling. She's pissing me off...and so is work. I get pissed at the kids, and tell ( Read more... )

I figure im just going to use this just as it is intended..as a journal. I dont care whether or not anyone reads it. I just hate writing on paper. Ahh the times we live in where no one likes to use paper and pen. Technology is evil...or not ( Read more... )

how did you think this would end? i thought you were my brother were you even a friend? i see throguh all those games you played, you opened my eyes with every word you said. truth never mattered you never cared who you hurt. you saw me in need and left me in the down in the dirt. your true selfishness is all i can see, i'll never forget how you ( Read more... )

yay i updated but it didnt work...once again i dont wanna type out everything again....the hist of it list ( Read more... )

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well the other day i tried updating this thing and it ended up not going through...and i didnt feel like writing it all over again. Anyway..lets see something interesting...something interesting....i dont know. Uhh i get to go t oa rollercoaster park tomorrow....that should be fun....ok thats all.....

I like when ever i actually eat dinner with the family, which is only once and a while, i am exempt from eating vegtables that i dont want...its great. I'm ordering some buttons from my friend richard. YaY! Well my car is going to get fixed first thing monday morning. And its gonna cost alot less. The one mechanic mis-diognosed it. So its actually ( Read more... )

Wow sometimes things get better. We'll see how long this lasts. Had an interesting night at church last night. I didnt really get into worship all that much, even though my spirit wanted to. But during youth group which i am like an adult leader...not some guy who is WAY too old for youth group. I help out and pray for the kids and wahtnot. So ( Read more... )

Ahh well my car is going to cost $1400 to fix...screw that. My life is pissing me off...i hate it here...i really hate it here....lonley lonley life. Who knows i may leave.....dont wanna dissapoint my parents though....maybe life is better elsewhere.......