It's so easy for me to put on a front and then go home and cry myself to sleep ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

::cries::

::kicks::

::punches::

FUCK YOU VERIZON WIRELESS! FUCK YOU UP YOUR STUPID ASS! I HOPE YOU FUCKING ROT IN HELL! AND I HOPE YOU ARE FUCKING HAPPY WITH THE $175 THAT YOU ARE STEALING FROM MY BANK ACCOUNT!

now that I got that out. I don't even fucking care anymore

Aww, I just got home from dinner with Panza and Caroline. Yay! It was so good to see them again. It feels like it's been forever. And it was nice to finally DO SOMETHING, rather than sit in my house watching the same episodes of Degrassi and South of Nowhere over and over ( Read more... )

It's a little hard to keep my mind off of him being gone when I keep getting sick every time he leaves ( Read more... )

I got one hour of sleep last night. One. But it was worth it ( Read more... )

Oh. My. God. I am beyond livid right now ( Read more... )

Okay, seriously, fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. I need to start getting used to this whole Bradley being away thing cause it's only going to happened more and more. I have a really bad habit of getting really depressed when he's away. And it kicked in like 10x harder this time because I was sick so I couldn't even hang out with my friends to keep my mind ( Read more... )

So the doc perscribed me those two medicines...the antibiotic is a syrup...it's pink and looks like penicillin, but it's not. And it tastes like chalk ( Read more... )

Just got back from Urgent Care ( Read more... )

I'm starting to wonder if I have a double ear infection or something...my head feels swollen in a band from one ear, down around my throat up to my other ear. And I can barely hear anything out of either ear. My throat doesn't really hurt unless I yawn, sneeze, or swallow hard...but it just feels like my glands are greatly enlarged ( Read more... )