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i will save a million kisses for you ...
Well, I was used. Mike led me on. He never wanted to start anything with me. He told my friend Josh that I was too young for him. Why would you kiss me and make me feel like the luckiest person in the world if you didn't like me? That's such a horrible thing to do! I don't even know what to think. -
What Do You Have To Say? - Travel: Summer's Best
My best memory over the summer, was just knowing that it was summer. I loved staying up late and being outside in the warm air, listening to the crickets, and watching the fireflies fly around, laying on the summer grass looking up at the cloudless sky and thinking how beautiful that season is. I loved the sun beaming down on my skin and making me ( Read more... ) -
now it's over for you and it's over for me..
I almost cried during school today. Almost, but I didn't. Mike is definitely mad at me. He told me numerous times that he wasn't, but I still have that gut feeling. Plus, I didn't see him before homeroom. Then, first period was photography, and he totally ignored me during that class. The only thing he said was "What's goin' on?" That's it! He ( Read more... ) -
Hate That I Love You
I usually never listen to the radio. Or listen to hip hop/r&b/pop songs. But I just happened to be listening to it. And this song came on. And the lyrics just hit me. It completely explains how I feel.
[Rihanna:]
As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I cant stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Homecoming was definitely not worth the 10$. It definitely was not worth a 60$ dress and weeks of excitement. It was probably the most boring dance I've ever been to. Hardly anybody was dancing, and it was sooo hot, and extremely packed. And now I think Mike is mad at me ( Read more... ) -
someone needs to make up their mind!
This is so facking gay! So Mike and I are pretty much "friends with benefits" now. As stupid as that is, and how much I hate it, that's what we are. He keeps leading me on, and we're not even dating. He gives me kisses between classes, and makes it seem like we're dating. I don't mind the kisses, but I'd rather be kissing my boyfriend! Not my .. I ( Read more... ) -
a-mah-zing!
Tonight was perfect! Mike came over and met my dad, because my mom wasn't home. So then, we went to Torrington and walked around CVS fooling around with all the Halloween stuff that they had out. Well then, we went to the cinerom and we went to get our tickets and the guy said I couldn't go in because I was underage. Even though Mike is seventeen, ( Read more... ) -
i can't help falling in love with you..
I just went out to eat with my sister and dad. The waiter kept hitting on my sister. Haha, it was pretty funny. He was nice though ( Read more... ) -
the clouds, they keep on changing shapes
Cutest thing! My away message was "my head is killing me!" And when I came back Mike was like, "Why is your head hurting? I wish I were there to make it better ( Read more... ) -
when i'm around you, my words just melt...
Well, I was happy....but Mike just ruined my mood, by being a jerk to me especially after he was just so sweet today; I don't know what happened. But whatever. I've decided to love the small things in life. I've stopped thinking of my alarm clock as an annoying nuisance; and I've started thinking of it as a reminder that I get to see Mike and be ( Read more... )