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You know how every has a list of things that they would like to do in their life? It makes you feel amazing when you can think to yourself, 'Hey, I can cross that off my Life-Long List of things to do!' I've been lucky like no other. This past year, I crossed off about four of those things, and that's awesome. It's just when you find something that you realize is eligiable for that list, and then you just think to your self, 'I'll never be able to do that.' lol...It's stupid. Because if one of those things is on your list, you should stop at nothing to cross it off. It's just like this time I really feel like I won't be able to. I'm no Sarah or Jenna or Tyler or Missy. They're amazing. I don't have that in me. I want to be able to listen to that cd and say, 'Yeah, I'm one of those voices.' With things that have been going on, I haven't put time away to focus on the piece. When I do take the time to look at it, I'm just lost. I don't know how to find the pitch just by looking at the note. I wish I could, but I can't. And when I try to put it on the computer to help me out, the freakin cookies don't let me. Asking for help is hard too because I don't want to bother anyone and plus how am I supposed to have this down in less than a week? lol...Is it still worth it after all that? I wish I could believe that it is...