Yesterday was completely sweet! Other than hearing people lie about me, I love talking to people who just treat me like I’m the biggest idiot on the face of this earth.And when alls I try to do it do favors for them and help them out with something they are more than capable doing on their own. Oh but wait, “they don’t have time” and blah blah blah ( Read more... )

Don’t you just love people who like to make stuff up? Well I do. I could never tell you how much I enjoy hearing lies from people, especially lies about myself. It is such a joy to hear from someone, that heard it from another certain someone, that I was bitchy to them all day long. When actually I wasn’t. I really only talked to that person for ( Read more... )

I’m glad that I go out of my way for people all the time and no one does anything for me. I don’t mean to complain all the time but seriously, I’ve been sick for like 2 months, and every single weekend I work. I have no money to show for it. The reason for this is me having to drive certain people places and me have to pay for all the friggen gas. ( Read more... )

So today i talked to someone on the phone and someone had to get all mad at me, for something i didnt even know, "wasnt ok". GASH sometimes i just want to go to the store, buy a bunch of expensive stuff with someone elses money...and SMASH it. Well actually, almost all the time. Especially when i do favors for people that dont appreciate them! I ( Read more... )

Did I even say how demanding Gesa ever was. Holy Shit! I mean I love her. But sorry I’m sicker than a dog and I cant run all over gods green earth for ya. I swear that’s all she ever wants me for is to run her places. “Rachel take me to the mall, Rachel take me to a party” and blah blah blah blah blah. Frankly I don’t really like driving anywhere ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went golfing. I was fun and I caught a big ole’ froggy. Tia and I had fun with the golf cart. I also bought 3 ducks. I will name them, Bastian, Atreyu, and Falkor. Why I don’t know, I just like naming my animals weird names.

I want to get out of school so bad, just a couple more days…I hope. When my car is fixed and I get ( Read more... )

Alone again tonight

Without someone to love

The stars are shining bright

So one more wish goes up

Oh, I wish I may

And I wish with all my might

For the one I’m dreaming of

And missing in my life

You’d think that I could find

A true love of my own

It happens all the time

To people that I know

Their wishes all come true

So I’ve go to believe

There’ ( Read more... )

No one can really understand how sorry I am for what I did. No one. Sometime I feel like I don’t even deserve to be here for what I did, or even talk to him for that matter. In a fortune cookie I got Sunday it read, “ For get all of your cares, have a good time.”

Anyways, time for a story. Mikie, Matt, and Grant came over. They were only supposed ( Read more... )