The days go by,
They feel so cold,
I don’t know where to turn,
Some many people’s eyes,
So many tears,
It is hard to say goodbye,
The thoughts in my head are confused,
Who is there left,
In this land of despair,
The time is hard to,
Look deep in the eyes,
Of the person you want to tell your feelings to,
So many days,
And nights,
How many times,
Must we fight?
I look upon my empty room,
I see only pain and confusion,
But I continue on,
I tell them all the same thing,
This life is mine and not theirs,
The walls covered,
With many poetry,
The lights are dim,
And I close my eyes and think,
So many thoughts in my mind,
Will you be there within my dreams?
So many times,
So many lies,
The figures are so vague,
But I will,
The pain is so confusing,
So where do I go,
The bleeding won’t stop,
But I,
Need,
To break away,
The tears flow down my face,
So many times I wanted to,
Think about it all,
But you drift away,
I wonder if I will,
Be in my heart,
But I remain,
In,
Darkness,
Tonight,
I share my bed with only me.