A song I wrote, Don't ask for its inspiration

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I thought of you, By Michael Darling Created 10 minutes ago after starring at the ceiling over my bed.



I thought of you,
As I starred outside,
I thought of you,
but I know it is not worth it,
You left me,
And moved on with your life,
You forgot,
How much I cared inside,
I did not try,
To tell you until you left my side,
By that time you never cared,
Because there was only tears in your eyes,
I tried so many times to tell you,
but the words were hard to say,
I tried so many times,
but it is hard either way,
you never could look me straight into my eyes,
cause the pain was so deep,
And the truth was never there,
there was never a time you really cared,
Why do I look back,
Why do I try to live my life,
I am confused about the words,
and the feelings deep inside,
There was a point,
when i knew,
where exactly i was to go,
but now i am so lost,
and losing control,
who knew the pain from this lost love,
would stalk me into the night,
and leave me alone,
who cares about you,
well,
I really do,
I just want to hold you,
and make love to you,
but late as it,
it will never come truth,
And to this day there is only thing left i do,
and that is sit in the darkness,
writing about you.