Well Its really over now

[raylopez]

well this had to be the hardest thing i have ever had to go thru

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[syntheticfury]

ray i can never say how much im sorry. you have no idea how much this is hurting me too. i wanted to be with you, but i felt like you didnt want me, maybe thats why i fucked up.. i dont know.. i just didnt want to hurt you by telling you, and now look what happend. i just dont know how im gunna live with myself knowing how much i hurt you inside.. knowing that the one true person i ever loved in life i fucked up with. i wish i was a stronger person and didnt have to make stupid mastakes like this to anyone, and i cant eblive i did this to you. just know that im sorry with all my heart, i love you ray, i really do. and i would do ANYTHING to have you back, but i know this is the end. thanks for everything you have ever done for me. it really means alot as much i dont show it, i really am. im sorry.

i really love you.. i really do.... im sorry.

[raylopez]

i dont belive you Bianca you lied to me again today

i know the whole truth B you knew you slept with him because you told people that day and that how gus wanted everyone to hook up

and just all these things i found out after you left that make me hate you even more

i dont understand why you had to lie

and why you had to do this

i never will Bianca

you really fucked me up, really did

my heart feels like it has been ripped out of my chest and steped on then throw in the trash can
you had to keep lieing about it even after you knew i nkew about it and that you were out

you could not even give me that much

i cant belive you

i really cant

[oh_that_kiddo]

=-(

<3