someone to need you too much
someone to know you too well
someone to pull you up short
and put you through hell.

id be lying if i said the start of this year was what i was expecting. i guess its never really easy, and when it is, you become accustom to it being so difficult that you don't really realize the amount of effort put into something so simple ( Read more... )

wow. havent been here in a while ( Read more... )

i have no clue where this is going...

i dont have the old files for my old stories and that jus destroyed me. im not sure ill be updating what i have... ill see. but i started writing this at the spur of the moment. i have Garbage-Crush and Garbage&NIN-Crushingly Close on repeat...

... this is weird...

( Crushingly Close )

my frend ian left for europe yesterday. the day before that we had a party. everyone was having a great time but he was sad and depressed. most of us didnt know what it was.... aruna got drunk and had to sleep over and laura slept over along with ian ( Read more... )

im sorry guys... if you want to delete this journal, by all means do so... im finding it impossible to update anymore, or find time too. im sorry about my stories, im sorry about not commenting, and im just plain sorry ( Read more... )

mmm... ok... i really need to start writing my bs here again. .. whats new... whats new? lots of things ( Read more... )

so i guess an entry is long overdue ( Read more... )

come on in
i've gotta tell you what a state im in
i've gotta tell you in my loudest tones
that i started looking for a warning sign

-coldplay

everything is fucked up... just fucked.... just fucked.

fuck