yey, its xmas eve. psh. it sucks tho. idk why, it just does. i talked to kim on the fone till like 3 somesing last nite and she said shed call me back but she didn't. she prolly fell asleep or somesing. its ok cus i think she needs her sleep. she went to chicago today. grrr! I WANNA GO TO CHICAGO! i love that city! *evil glare* i hate delton. im so ( Read more... )

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HAHAHA it was great, there was a gang fight last nite. well kinda. the bitchs ended up backing down against us. they were smart for it too, we woulda won. THEN they called the cops on us. HAHAHA we hid in the bedroom and had the lights off and didn't answer the door. it gave me weird flashbacks of West Side Story. but no one from each team fell in ( Read more... )

wow its been a really fuckin long time now eh? well i have a different girlfriend. i dumped christina like a day after i started to date her for KIM. ive been with kim for a week and 3 days now. im super happy. i mean, before i thought i was but i think that was more the excitement of actually having someone ask me out ya know? well i talked to kim ( Read more... )

hey, i know its been a while since i've updated this thing. not like it matters tho, no one ever comments on my entries so why bother. even when im having problems no one gives me encouragement anymore. would it help to say that i took more pills today? or that i cut on 3 different occasions? o and so you know, i dont just cut myself once and call ( Read more... )

ok. last nite was ok, i got to see Shelly and i met her friend, and we all went to the mall and met up with Tony. I got me some new fishnets, a black and white checkerd bandanna thing for Kelsey, and a 311 sticker for Liz. Too bad that Kim couldn't go tho, that was saddening. :(. well neways, i took Shelly home and then went out to WMU campus to ( Read more... )

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AHHHHH! i just wanna yell at the top of my lungs! or take some pills to go to sleep and forget again! or slice my skin! "till a river of crimson begins to flow". I hate my life, i hate everything! im glad i have a 2 hour delay tomorrow! that means i can sleep in after passing out. omg! *CRIES*. i can't take this shit anymore. i hate it! i just HATE ( Read more... )

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yo, i'm chillin at Shellys house right now. its great, shes like going through her friends diary n junk, its funny. lol. well neways, yeah, i wish i woulda like, done something else today but im glad im here right now cus yeah, although Shellys "not happy with me" cus of my wrists....and she told jordan to read my last journal n junk and now yeah. ( Read more... )