This Journal is called No More Games for a reason. . .

[rayvinkalis]

I hate where I am in life. Peaches hardly ever thinks of me, unless it's in passing and even then, I can always wait. I am forever waiting for him to keep his promises. Heaven forbid if one of his newer friends has to wait an hour for a phone call, even though he made plans with me today and completely blew them off. I really have no reason to say

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[rocker55]

Honestly, the personal loan and finding your own place sounds like the best plan. Clyde, being so small, some of the smaller places should be ok for rent.

Honestly, I think the main issue you have is being around Peaches constantly, despite you're current status with him. There is no chance for healing or and end to how things were before.

I know I don't have much room for commenting, being stuck out in CO with roomie issues of my own, but my thoughts are with ya hun. I really wish I could offer something more for suggestions or whatnot.