I really can't explain it ( Read more... )

I can't believe it.
I don't want to..at all.
It makes me sick to my stomach. The sickening feeling has seemed to never go away.
What a barren wasteland my mind has now become.
I can feel my mind encave.
It's something that I cannot let go.
I cant get the flatline out of my head.
She is dead.

R.I.P Renee Rodriguez.
Best sister in the whole world.

Are you willing to love me once more.?
To stand by my side in this difficult trial.?
To stand prepared for this uprising conflict.?
To be ready for whatever may come.?
To be in place to shed tears.?
To hold my hand while I die.?
To keep me in your memories.?
To move on.?

So some pretty hardcore screamoXD loving day it was.
It's been a while since Ive practiced with my band. It felt good.
But I've started to write and draw again. It fet like..A sudden reoccurance for me, it seemed.
It makes me feel useful.
Althought, that makes me feel rather swell.

I don't feel myself as much as I used to ( Read more... )

Okay, so, you remember the girl I talked about in an earlier entry.? The new friend I made.? You do.? Good. ^.^
Well, I found out her name was Scout a day after we met..And I would rather say that we have become friends...Suprisingly, if I must say.
But her real name is Devaki. Everyone says it wrong. It's not [De-Va-Qe/Kee] It's [De-ve-Qe/kee]
Even ( Read more... )

Look at me with your sewn-shut eyes ( Read more... )

Im in a tight spot right now, and I dont know if I can get out of it. Plus, things arent so swell between my girlfriend and I ( Read more... )

I am Sinister ( Read more... )

It is a shame: The "Friendship" I have with this person.
She is not dead, in fact, she is alive and well. She is not dead to me, therefore, I think of her quite often I see her everyday and it pains me that we do not talk to each other. I am angry and loathe myself for this, because it is my fault who has done so. I feel as if I hurt her, and it ( Read more... )