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argh
So my birthday is this month- and im kinda excited for it kinda not- this month is going to be soooo busy - between school and work and high holidays i just hope i get to see people and actually enjoy my birthday- i know i have to work on my birthday but im hoping ben will make me home made lasagna and my mom is making me cake- if anyone wants to ( Read more... ) -
Life and death
So a family friend passed away this morning. It was really sad he was really sick and pretty much waiting to die, which is an awful thing to say but the truth. It made me think of life and how we should really enjoy it. after looking back on my passed experiences i am really happy and grateful that ive had the experiences i have had and met the ( Read more... ) -
worrying and the letter d
i dont know why i worry so. it really wages on the skin- i need to have faith in sooo much and on a good day i do i just dont understand how i let myself worry about whether or not i did something wrong or somebody got upset with me or over silly issues. i know its not worth it but yet i still do it. i also think that we underestimate the ( Read more... ) -
AMAZING
omg!! seahawk was playing on family guy!!!- the episode where peter becomes a pirate- i love learning- i will miss music class- family guy has gone up on my awesome scale- i wish when i laughed a group of pirates would laugh with me- or PIRATE NINJAS!!!! -
Oh i believe in yesterday
Ok so today in between doing a bit of homework i read some of my old lj entries. I really wish i could go back to some of those days and relive them. what i wanna know is why don't i feel about college today the same way i did then? I mean i can have fun at school and stuff but what happened- is it cus i went abroad? or did we all change- do ppl ( Read more... ) -
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
grrr why do guys have to be such dicks sometimes- just because they had a crush on you once and you have a boyfriend doesnt mean they can be bitter to the t every time you talk to them= uuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggggh men!!!! -
i freaking give up sometimes
i cant do this much longer- so apparently my boyfriend is wishy washy about a number of things and is starting to show absolutely no interest in me. ive gained more weight and just ate a huge bag of chex mix. and apparentely becca sherman who is supposedly a friend of mine- was in boston a lil while ago and didnt even think to contact me- im ( Read more... ) -
im going home
So if you care to find me ( Read more... ) -
indecisive
so i go home in a week- and it just feels strange to think about it- to think about not being in this apt or with these ppl- i dont want to study for my finals and i dont want to finish packing and i dont want to read and i dont want to watch a movie and i dont want to go for a walk- i just dont know - its hard to decide what i want these days- do ( Read more... ) -
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Nothing comes easily
Fill this empty space
Nothing is like it seems
Turn my grief to grace