Today I watched a sweet sixteen episode that made me want to puke in a whole new way... I pondered endlessly what self-respecting Mother and Father would throw their daughter a Moulin Rogue party and let her dress the way she did. UNREAL. Plus, a seven minutes in heaven room? For goodness sake... and people wonder why young people are having sex ( Read more... )

On Friday I went to bed at 10pm and slept until 3:30pm on Saturday. Then I stayed up until 7:30am on Sunday and just woke up now. That's not healthy. I made such a good scrapbook page last night and I am so proud of it. I love it ( Read more... )

I always feel pressed for time. It's only 10:30 and I've got the whole day ahead of me, yet I feel like it's already almost over. I feel like I've got everything planned out already even though I don't have any plans! I think I'm feeling the pressure of going back to school "full-time". I've been feeling anxious and a little panicky lately and I'm ( Read more... )

So... my birthday was good. Suprisingly I got everything I wanted! I'm not normally one for straight out asking for things, but I made a list of some things I wanted and miracuously between Aaron, my parents and both of my bosses they appeared! I now have the pleasure of owning ( Read more... )

i can't remember the last time i wrote in this, i've had it so long. ive had this since i was a freshman in high school, i think. hmm. i have intentions of writing in this "journal" all of the time, yet i never do. i write lots of mental entries. i always think of writing in here on the way to the outlet mall. it's kind of my "me time" on those ( Read more... )

um... yeah. dear self, get it together. NOW.

It's strange to think that as simple as forgeting something and having someone say something to you about it and make you feel silly for not remembering can put a dent in your day. I'm trying really hard to be strong, but it seems like even the littlest things sway my emotions lately. be strong self.... you can do it.

I'm in Lake Placid and it's been pouring on and on all day. It is so beautiful and quiet. Most of all simple. I am relishing in the quiet and it feels so good to just do nothing and everything at the same time. Painting a rock with Aaron's grandma that I found on a walk with her, card games, reading, sleeping, walking in town and feeding ducks. It ( Read more... )

i cant stop crying. my face hurts so bad. i miss jon. i want to snuggle with my mom and have her tell me everythings ok. i want ice cream. i miss sarah and amanda and im mad at emily. i wish i was going to las vegas tomorrow instead of in april and i wish i could stay in florida for more than 2 days and i wish that ry wasnt high all of the time. ( Read more... )

Have you ever had "Piece of cake" ice cream? Aaron first introduced it to me at this ice cream stand in Buffalo. It is amazing. Somehow they have it at Wegmans and I am urging you to run out and try it. Emily and I went shopping tonight and I bought a dress to wear out on Monday night. I'm not sure it's what I wanted though. Hmm. Man, how good is ( Read more... )