How strange in one day everything seems to change, Me and ashley went ( Read more... )

A lot has gone on in the last couple months. I can't really describe ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

I'm being taken over by emotions of sorrow. Guilt, sadness, loliness ( Read more... )

WEll I haven't been able to upddate in ages because my computer is a piecee of crapp! but i'm back.. hopefully. Life's been full of new things. Where to start though ( Read more... )

Dearest Heart,

What is with you and being hurt? does it fancy you to break in half over all little things? I kept trying to warn you not to get attached. not yet you aren't ready.. just heal. Be free for once, enjoy finally not relying on someone else to make you race. Why are you so attached.. why can' tyou have a protective shield. I can't ( Read more... )

I'm sick of having to wake up each and every morning
I'm sick of having to deal with all the stress of school
I'm sick of having to give 110% on something i may not even care the least about
I'm sick of getting in fights with andy
I'm sick of not looking good enough when i look in the mirror
I'm sick of eating a cracker and thinking I'm going to ( Read more... )

From now on my private life will remain private. If I have anything to post it's going to be some bullshit on what's going on nothing about what I do, feel or shit. caue people these days can't be trusted. It seems my private life needs to be on blast and told to every fuckin person that lives. Cause honestly if I wanted everyone to know I would ( Read more... )

it's been one year 5 months and twenty days since my dad died. It was a sudden yet expected death. For a while I found myself calling his cell and just listening to his voice.. unfortunately it got turned off and I know longer could hear his voice. I felt like he was completely gone after that. It's like he was slowly drifting away. But this past ( Read more... )

Today is the worst day of my life...