oh

[razorbladedsky]

And you'd figure reality would sink in.
Sometimes I believe I'm a useless whore.
For Fuck sakes why couldn't I be more you, less me.
Bound to happen.

p.s my dad passed away.
RIP Daddy....<3

Comments

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[anonymous]

I read your journal all the time.
And my condolences.
And don't think so low of yourself, you seem to be a very beautiful person.

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[razorbladedsky]

I only seem beautiful; I'm really not.
and thank you for your condolences.

[atthegates]

Oh dear.. Vivica. I'm really sorry to hear about your father *hug*.
Please don't put yourself down. It's unnecessary. You're a wonderful person, despite a chain of bad events. Don't convince yourself otherwise.

[razorbladedsky]

do belive me when I say it's easier said then done.
and thank you.