found her, she is alive.

[razorburns]

updated info...

yesterday i drove somewhere between 50-60 miles here looking for holly (because she hung up on me and turned off her phone AFTER telling me that she thought she wanted to die and probably would.)

i get home and start to eat some food, and she calls me again and asks for help. i disregard this call, as well as 3 or 4 more. i start to

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[masie]

I am so sorry you are going through this again.

Her posts lately sounded so positive and I really thought she was doing so well.

Take care of yourself.

You can support her but you cannot save her.

I am sending you good energy.

[razorburns]

i am thinking you'll be seeing me again in seattle before too long.

still have alot to decide upon, but i am strongly leaning on returning "home" again.