Comments | razzilin: ok with being lonely..until now

razzilin

ok with being lonely..until now

May 27, 2006 19:01

so i dont think im going to get on lj for a while...i cant handle it..i tried so hard to be strong while we had school but i cant do this anymore....ive officially broken down...im making bad decisions involving ppl from harrison couunty and i cant control myself anymore..im still losing wieght..im down to 118 now so thats 10 whole pounds that ive ( Read more... )

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hornsrockmysox May 27 2006, 23:14:08 UTC

*hugs*

hornsrockmysox May 27 2006, 23:19:56 UTC

And I'm here for you!
Look, it's a hippo! with noodles!

razzilin May 27 2006, 23:30:02 UTC

you were right..that made me smile

kel_aka_gandy May 28 2006, 00:02:42 UTC

Ah, Christy, you can always call me if you need to talk. I don't do a whole lot, so I'm usually around...

sccardschic32 May 28 2006, 02:47:57 UTC

hey... i love you. and tori the hippo made me smile. i know how u feel rite now. its hard 2 b strong. and i luv u no matter what. no matter what decisions u make, im rite here behind u. actually im beside you. if i was behind u it wouldnt do ne good. but if im beside you u can lean on me. call me when u get a chance. i know u wanna 4get, i do 2. try 2 b strong. and bn strong doesnt always mean saying u dont care about whats going on. bn strong is realizing u r able 2 cry. it means understanding that ur hurt. thats what it is 2 b strong. and it takes strength 2 b able 2 have let go, yet still hold on. i know exactly wat ur going thru, and if u EVER need me, lemme know. if u need 2 talk, cry, just sit on the phone n silence, a hug, 2 come over, 2 spend the night, 2 go out, just lemme know. i am here 4 u, and I LOVE YOU. never 4get that. EVER.

backtogray May 28 2006, 03:18:08 UTC

hey lovely.

don't let anyone judge you, and don't let them bring you down. you're a lovely and amazing girl. you have an aura that deserves to shine at it's brightest. I really do admire you a lot. We all do things that may not be "perfect", but who is perfect? and who wants to be? that's boring.

branch out. plant some seeds. grow. You'll be surprized to see that the flowers within you are the most beautiful ones of all, dear.

I love you.

hornsrockmysox May 28 2006, 19:47:07 UTC

Laura makes me think of this quote -
"And the day came when the risk to remain in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom."