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[razzilin]

so i have many issues..thats become very apparent...my grandpas in the hospital and it isnt looking good at all and tomorrow i think ill see if i can fly

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[anonymous]

no babe you dont have issues. i knew that you weren't ready for another relationship but i had to try.im here for you when you need me and if you change your mind just let me know

[backtogray]

I love you, Christina. I'm sorry about your grandpa, and I hope everything is okay. you know you can call me if you wanna talk.

[hornsrockmysox]

I'm sorry too, Christy. I love you!

[razzilin]

i just want the pain to stop..all this stuff just keeps happening and i dont know how to deal with it..and im very concerned about my grandpa...he had a heart attack and the doctors dont even know if they can operate bc hes 85 and has had this happen b4 and dont know that he could recover and i cant be in relationships bc i dont trust myself and manly bc im scared and im sure i sound like an idiot and all that but right now im just a mess and dont know what to do to fix things

i just want someone to be here for me

[razzilin]

i just dont understand why does all this happen so close together..why cant the pain be spaced out more???my main thing is that out here i have no1. im home alone all day with nothing to do and hardly anyone calls me..and im just lonely...i want people to want to talk to me i want to feel like i matter and i want things to be better and the only way i can think of to do that isnt a very good solutions and im too chicken

Re: i just want someone to be here for me

[razzilin]

im really sorry about all of this. im here for you when as a friend and more when you finally move on and i just want you to know ill do whatever i can to make you feel better and to help you get through all of this

Re: i just want someone to be here for me

[hornsrockmysox]

I found my book in all the boxes of junk, so if you ever want to borrow it, you still can.