Its a weird hour to be posting, 8 am on a saturday morning but I am up & I wanted to post last night so whatever. I am really pissed off right now, like its amazing how annoyed I am people. There are a couple of reasons why. No one my age really seems to care about a cause. What they are doing is going off to flitty little things that wont make ( Read more... )

Ehhh... school... midterms are on the 23 24 25.... ehhhhh!!! SO the only thing that really is keeping me from totally giving up on it is that if i dont do well on midterms and shit i cant try out for fools. And i have to bust my ass im telling you... im pretty sure ill make it... i just need a show to be in and a stage to stand on... theatre is ( Read more... )

That stupid career test was a waste of time. According to it I should be an interior designer, book editor or podiatrist... WTF??? how stupid is that? ergggg ooooo... And the dumb counselors will most likely bast my whole 4 year plan on THIS IDIOT TEST->>> ERGGGG

so im at school on the computer doing a stupid career thing considering ive known what ive wanted to do when i grow since the age of 3. boo. you go see the producers.... springtime for hitler is stuck in my head along with a song from funny girl which is causing an odd offspring of a song... its the song from funny girl where her mom is talking ( Read more... )

my break was the shit.. chicago with kate rocked but i was about ready to strangle her little brothers wooo. update on ahmahsing ness later
ps saw the producers, amazing.. you yes you see it now!!!

o my god. in english we are watching the dead poets society. it is quite possibly the best movie ever. the lead guy neil just commited suicide because of his father not allowing him to pursue acting and be a doctor. this affected me so much. i knew he was going to commit sucide, i just knew it and it scared me. it affected me so much when i ( Read more... )

So havent updated in a month or so compared to nikkis like dailies i am a waste of oxygen. i am so depressed today i have no idea why. the cold is making my scars pucker and hurt. the family is just making me crazy. and the only classes at school i dont have to think in are math and social studies. all of this homework is so scary. this is ( Read more... )

Ahhh the two day after Halloween marker. The fat cells are multiplying as I consume yet another fun size bag of M & M's. YAY!! So yeah, I had a good day. I haven't really done anything stupid lately which makes my stomach not be as sick feeling. ehh. My sister was in a shitty mood today. It sucks so much when she gets like this because I CAN ( Read more... )

Hi everyone. Our computer is not working so right now I am using my parents computer. Right now I am watching Lost in Translation which is a super good movie. I love Bill Murray. Who doesn't? Heh heh heh Aud and Bree had a fight. I love when I am not involved in these squabbles. Eh nothing to say. Byes.

Realy really really. I hate being home all the time. I have no paitence for eating right. I just have a bad attitude. I am unsatisfied with who I am, which as fat 14 year old leaves a lot to be unsatisfied with. I want adventure and change eh. I really have been in an almost a sad mood. I don't know why I am just unexplainably sad. Which ( Read more... )