So despite some rather unfortunate things that are bringing me down, I am very happy right now. I recently got back together with Devin and I am more than happy to say I think it was the best decision I've made in a long time. We really just needed some time apart and in those six months we both changed a whole lot, which was apparently just what ( Read more... )

Life happens and then it goes on ( Read more... )

I'm going on a journey, wish me luck along my way ( Read more... )

I used to write here because I thought that no one ever read what I wrote. I have recently discovered though that I am not the only one lacking a "life ( Read more... )

So. It has already been concluded that when it comes to watching horror movies Blair is on the same scale as a 5 year old girl. Well, the other night Marisa and I watched White Noise 2. Needless to say the dead communicate through white noise, static on the radio, etc. So last night I get home at about 2am and I am dead tired. I get all ready for ( Read more... )

So I finally finished Sopranos season 2... I definitely loved this season, and surprisingly my favorite character has a very close brush with death and DOES NOT DIE ( Read more... )

Right now as I type, every little inch of my being just wants to break this key board in half and just go "Incredible Hulk" on my room and scream and just AHHH! And then somehow I feel that things would be slightly better for five seconds. No matter how hard I try to be optimistic things just don't work out... and I really am trying and it's just ( Read more... )

So life is finally settled back down to normal and yet I'm still searching for happiness. I'm starting to wonder if happiness is something that can actually be found or if it's just the force that keeps us moving each day. All of us searching for something that doesn't exist. Who knows? Personally I still believe it's out there and I finally feel ( Read more... )

So I am feeling somewhat productive right now... my mother and I assembled this bookshelf that I bought for my room and I am amazingly excited about it. I now have enough room for all my movies without having to stack them all crazy and dangerously!!!!! Yay!!!! Other than that my day was pretty bland. I am extremely tired so after I finish this it ( Read more... )

So I am finally 20 and I definitely do not feel any different, probably because I've been rounding for months now. So yea I'm back to feel ugghhh again about my life. I know it's stupid but I am just so tired of this. I don't want to spend the rest of my life sitting around in my room watching court tv because nothing else ever comes along. I know ( Read more... )