I was so angry last night that I was shaking for about an hour and a half. I drove around to find an answer and got nothing but the use of the gas in my tank. My efforts seem to be all for naught and it's killing me. I feel better today, not angry, just sad. How is it that one little thing like that could set me off? I've bent over backwards to ( Read more... )

I've been out and about all day. Got woken up by a phone call from Iraq. Kyle finally got hold of a phone and wanted to call. Too bad it was at 6am here. Then again at 8am, when I actually picked up. Good to know my soldiers are doing fine overseas. Had a Sex, Gender, and Culture Exam. No worries on that one. Came back home for a minute. Went to my ( Read more... )

I've had orientations with Universal all weekend. I feel physically drained ( Read more... )

How is it that I feel like the bad guy?

And why is it that this kind of thing always happens on nights that I can't afford to stay up and think about it?

Damn.

Life has been getting a lot better. I'm meeting new people. I'm going places. I start orientations soon. I can't wait to get the ball rolling faster.

I've been in Orlando for almost two weeks. It's a little improvement, but not the fun times I was hoping for. I have been a little antisocial lately though. I'm slightly uncomfortable in my new surroundings, don't know a ton of people, and keep getting ill. I look forward to September though. I'm planning on going to the High Holidays services with ( Read more... )

UCF is going well. I'm looking forward to everything here. Too bad I woke up today with another damn migrane...Spent the morning doing the usual preventative measures: ice the face, meds, throwing up, more meds because the others were no longer in my system...So yeah. I'm not going to classes today, but I'm not worried. Second day isn't really big ( Read more... )

Good times in Gainesville this weekend. I cannot wait to get out of Lakeland. I leave this weekend and am looking forward to it. Classes start Monday and I really don't know what to expect. I can't wait though. I cannot wait to move to Orlando. I cannot wait to meet my roomies (i hope they don't suck). I cannot wait to start this new chapter of my ( Read more... )

Spent the weekend in the Fort. It was pretty good ( Read more... )

I hate my life. I hate my life. I hate my life.

I am a horrible person and I feel like shit.

I'm putting in my notice this weekend. That's the only thing I have to be happy about right now. I'm putting in my notice and I'm leaving.

This town is killing me. As soon as I can, I'm taking a weekend and getting the hell out before classes end.