I don't know exactly what it is, but I feel like I am really struggling right now. I rarely feel proud of anything I do, rarely. I used to be very proud of myself. I was proud of my grades, proud of my athleticism, proud of my family, proud of a lot of things. Now, I just feel like a lot of things I am doing aren't all that great. In fact, the only ( Read more... )

So I had a dream last night and I thought that I should write it down ( Read more... )

I am sure that I am not alone in feeling that exams really suck. I do believe that I will be one of the few that thinks exams suck, but not because they are exams. I think that exams really suck because I have nothing to do all day, until exam time comes. I suppose I could study but that would just be ridiculous. I have been doing some studying, ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a good day. I got up in the morning, logged five hours working on a deck (that kind of sucked because we're stripping this deck and the paint is being real stubborn). So, I feel like my summer job is locked in. The boss is pretty cool, even though it sounds like he's having some issues back home. That made me pretty productive, then I ( Read more... )

So, I am looking forward to being done with this semester. It really could turn out to be one of my better semesters. The way my exams look, I could feasibly make the deans list again. That would be really cool, two semesters in a row on the deans list. That would probably do well to make me feel a lot better about my g.p.a. I don't worry about it ( Read more... )

So it has been a long time since I was on here. I don't even know if anyone I know still posts on here. I decided, oh about two minutes ago, that I wanted to start back up with Livejournal. even if no one I know is still on here, its nice to get my thoughts out anyways ( Read more... )

Larry might appreciate this one ( Read more... )

Last night, I hung out with my cousin at his apartment. One, I bought for all of his friends; two, I got free beer out of it. The thing about buying for those guys, was that I don't think that they realized how long the list of alcohol was. I walked out of the old mission store with two cases, a 15 pack of silos, a 12 pack, six smirnhoffs, a twenty ( Read more... )

I am sure that everyone is going to post about this ( Read more... )

So, Formal was last night in Lansing. I had a blast. I sat with the Nu Lambda Nu guys and that wasn't a bad table to sit at. I didn't really know what to expect, and I was worried that there wouldn't be much conversation because I don't know them all that well. Sometimes though, you sit down at a table of six people you know really well and you don ( Read more... )