Good God......Please.......
Your gender: XX
Straight/gay/bi?: ive got myself a man.
Your birth day: September 12, 1983.
Age you act: i try to act my age. but sometimes that just doesnt work.
Age you wish you were: im good for now.
Your height: 5'
The color of your eyes: hazelish, but mostly brown
Happy with it?: I guess
The color of your hair: light brown with a few highlights
Happy with it?: sometimes (mostly when its long, which its not right now)
Left/right/ambidextrous?: righty.
Your living arrangement?: with my parents most of the time.
Your family: what about them?
What's your job: shitty
Piercings?: 3 in each ear, and my nose
Tattoos?: 4, rt hip, left ankle, lower mid back, and left shoulder.
Obsessions?: obsession makes perfect?
Do you speak another language? i took 3 years of french, but ive pretty much forgotten all of it.
Have a favorite quote?: ill have to think about that one.
Do you have a webpage?: other than this one? i guess myspace could count.
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it.
Do you live in the moment?: i try to. but i think about the past & future alot.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: VERY!
Do you have any secrets?: a few.....shhhh.
Do you hate yourself?: um, no.
Do you like your handwriting?: sometimes, it changes from time to time.
Do you have any bad habits?: im always late.
What is the compliment you get most from people?: um, that im "cute" because im so tiny.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Boring Bitch Bacon.
What's your biggest fear?: um.....dying a horrible, painful, and most of all early death.
Can you sing: HA
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: im pretty sure that wouldnt look very cool.
Are you a loner?: not so much anymore. i mean yeah i like my alone time, but i usually rather someone special be with me.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: if i knew me id have to say yes.
Are you a daredevil?: ive had my moments.... 1. bungeechair, 2....ok so ive had my moment.
Are you passive or aggressive?: I think im a little of both, depends on the situation
Have you got a ?: what tha?
What is your greatest strength and weakness?
If you could change one thing about yourself?: i would take school more seriously
There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: beauty, what is beauty? Everyone is beautiful in their own way. Creativity, I try to be creative but that doesn’t always work. Love on the other hand, is something I don’t think I could live without.
How do you vent?: i write, sometimes good, sometimes horrible.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: when it comes to certain things.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: tons of things.
Do you think life has been good so far?: for the most part....aside from a few bumps along the way.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: you cant always get what you want, but if you try sometimes you just might find....you get what you need.
What do you like the most about your body?: o geez...um, my feet, and my back, shoulders arms that general region.
And least?: im a little tubby around the midsection, well mostly the ass area.
Do you think you are good looking?: somedays.
Are you confident?: depends on if its a "good looking" day
What is the fictional character you're most like?: um...what?
Do people know how you feel?: what people, because if were talking about the people i see everyday, then yeah most of the time they know my exact thoughts, but as for people who i no longer see, except for maybe once in a blue moon, then no. and id like to keep it that way.
Are you perceived wrongly?: if you only knew.
DO YOU...
Smoke?: im in the process of quitting but its kinda hard when everyone you hang around smokes.
Do drugs?: not so much.
Read the newspaper?: only if theres something that interests me, and i have the time.
Pray?: actually, yeah in my own way.
Go to church? not so much anymore
Talk to strangers who IM you?: not usually.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: i have a huge teddy bear that my friend jeff gave me for xmas that stays on my bed but i dont actually cuddle with it or anything, unless im feeling lonely.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: if im forced to, yes.
Drive?: i feel like im always in my damn car, but for the past few months someone else has been doing all the driving.
Like to drive fast?: i have a lead foot.
HAVE YOU EVER...
Liked your voice?: until recently i never knew what i sounded like except when hearing myself talk, which sounds different say, on a cell phone answering machine. and no, i think i sound like a completely different person.
Hurt yourself?: dumb question. im a klutz.
Been out of the country?: for about 3 weeks one summer.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: im usually the one that gets sick.
Burped?: no, never. i am the amazing girl wonder that never has bodily functions.
Been unfaithful?: im proud to say that i never have.
Been in love?: once for sure....im working on a second.
Done drugs?: yep.
Gone skinny dipping?: haha, most recently was about a month ago. but we were all drunk and i have the negatives so its all good.
Had a surgery?: nope. which is kinda strange cause i feel like im falling apart.
Ran away from home?: nope.
Played strip poker: maybe once but it never got very far.
Gotten beaten up?: ive been hit. but i didnt get beaten down or anything.
Been picked on?: haha, im like 5 feet tall. what do you think?
Been on stage?: many many times. most exciting - at springfest taking pics of some of my best friends playing music in their band.
Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: thats just weird, and random.
Slept outdoors?: too many times to count.
Thought about suicide?: not seriously.
Pulled an all-nighter?: please lets not talk about those.
If yes, what is your record?: as in how many times, or the longest of those times?
Talked on the phone all night?: well, until i was to weak to hold the phone to my ear.
Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: its hard to remember sleeping alone anymore.
Slept all day?: a few times.
killed someone?: if you only knew. JK
Made out with a stranger?: haha....my current boyfriend, the first time we met.
Had sex with a stranger?: um no….eww.
Thought you're going crazy?: yeah, but someone was putting bad thought into my head, manipulation see….
Kissed the same sex?: yeah a few times, but everytime it was in a drunked stupor.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: does being in the same room count?
Been betrayed?: lets not go there.
Had a dream that came true?: um not that i can remember.
Broken the law?: do we want to talk about every time, or just the times that i was caught?
Met a famous person?: um.....no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: i ran over an armadillo the other night on my way home at like 5 in the morning.
Stolen anything?: i am a thief.
Been on radio/TV?: um, I acted in a video for some friends in highschool and it was shown in their class, does that count?
Been in a mosh-pit?: yeah but it was cool other then the fact that i was being smashed up against the front rail and my stomach was in my throat.
Had a nervous breakdown?: yeah. I was stuck in nonmoving traffic on a bridge at night and i couldn’t see anything because there were no lights.
Considered religious vocation?: yeah.
Been criticized about your sexual performance?: never to my face, and i hope not behind my back.
Bungee jumped?: does the bungee chair count?
Had a dream that kept coming back?: ive had dreams that have been almost exactly the same, but differnt, recently.
CLOTHES and other fashion
Shoe brand?: chuck taylor, doc marten, birks, I have tons.
Brand of clothing?: american eagle is my favorite, but ill wear anything that’s cute.
Cologne/perfume?: givanchy organza indecence (yes that’s one thing) for chicks, chrome or opium for guys
What are you normally wearing to school/work?: whatever i want to, which is usually jeans and a shirt, the usual. sometimes ill dress up if im going out.
Wear hats?: depends on how they look on me. i have a small head.
Wear make-up?: not on a day to day basis, but if im bored or going out ill try to put a little on, but its usually very natural.
Favorite place to shop?: thrift stores
Favorite article of clothing?: probably my AE jeans or my suede jacket
Are you trendy?: i try to be but whenever i can finally afford something it goes out of style.
BELIEFS
Believe in life on other planets?: how is it possible that we are the only living things that exist in the vast expanses of the universe?
Miracles?: certain things.
Astrology?: to an extent.
Magic?: um, not really, its all just illusions really.
God?: or something like it.
Satan?: there is a bad in everyone.
Santa?: isnt it funny that santa and satan are spelled almost exaclt the same?
Ghosts?: i believe in supernatural powers. jims toilet is haunted.
Luck?: its all about timing.
Love at first sight?: i dont think you can ever fully love someone just by looking at them, so no.
Yin and Yang?: definately
Witches?: crazy bitches.
Easter bunny?: duh, who plants the eggs?
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: its been done., and I plan on doing it for the man I marry.
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: where is this rainbow you speak of?
Do you wish on stars?: yeah i do, its lame i know.
LOVE, and all that
Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: um not at all
Do you remember your first love?: extremely well.
Still love him/her?: to an extent.
Do you consider love a mistake?: never.
What do you find romantic?: small gestures.
Do you base your judgment on looks alone: ha...i mean, no.
If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: that’s funny, I guess I should say id be flattered, and maybe give them a chance….example: Mark. (my now very loved boyfriend)
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: id at least like to meet them once before we go out alone because i cant stand awkward silences.
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: who says its not?
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: i totally believe that if you are romantically attracted to someone, they become more physically attracting.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i hope so. otherwise im gonna be alone the rest of my life.
Are you in love?: yes
What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: probably just look at them maybe try to catch their eye and see if they do anything about it.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
That haunted you?: still haunts me.
You wanted to kill?: um, this bitch that hit my ex, but someone else did it for me....thats so mean. im sorry.
That you laughed at?: my boyfriend.
That laughed at you?: nikki.
That turned you on?: um my boyfriend.
You went shopping with?: mark, donovan, and thorn
That broke your heart?: he knows.
To disappoint you?: nikki.
To ask you out?: an ex that i saw at flounders this weekend.
To make you cry?: he didnt really make me cry, just the situation.
To brighten up your day?: the guys of OMP
That you thought about?: none of your beezwax.
You saw a movie with?: i went and saw War of the Worlds with mar and Kristen in Virginia
You talked to on the phone?: mark, about 10 minutes ago.
You talked to through IM?: a friend from highschool that i saw at bamboo willies this weekend
You saw?: my mom.
You lost?: in what sense?
You thought was completely insane?: off the top of my head, the lead singer of flogging molly.
You wanted to be?: myself?
You told off?: some stupid bitch.
You trusted?: nikki
You turned down?: an ex.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
Smiled?: this morning.
Laughed?: about 15 minutes ago
Cried?: 2 days ago
Bought something?: I bought a pitcher of beer for myself and this really hot guy at the handlebar on Friday night.
Danced?: at the handlebar Friday night (July 16, 2005)
Were sarcastic?: sarcastic, me, never.
hugged someone?: I hugged people last night as I was leaving chris dunns house
Talked to an ex?: um, Friday night.
Watched your fave movie?: I watched FBDO in Virginia with mark
Had a nightmare?: i have them all the time, but not the kind that is scary - just weird.
Talked on the phone?: about 20 min ago.
Listened to the radio?: today while my mom and I were cleaning our kitchen.
Watched TV?: almost all day today (my only alone time this week.)
Went out?: like physically went out side? Earlier today.
Helped someone?: i helped my mom clean out our kitchen pantry today.
Were mean?: I cant remember.
Sang?: i sing all the time.
Saw a movie in a theater?: the weekend I was in Virginia.
Said "I love you"?: about 2 hours ago when I got off the phone with mark.
Missed someone?: I am always thinking of people when im alone so im pretty much missing someone all the time.
Fought with a family member?: my stupid brother today.
Fought with a friend?: nikki and I yell at each other all the time.
Had a serious conversation?: I take all conversations seriously….jk I cant remember.
Got drunk?: I got really shitty Friday night, made an ass of myself and then went swimming in my underwear.
Had sex?: about 2 weeks ago when I visited mark.
damn, is this thing finally over, and is the last question really when was the last time you had sex? LAME - O