I'm doing better today. My sister is talking to me and my mom took me to see Connie. We talked to her for an hour about what about and everything. She listened and gave comments. We're going back this thursday because she wants to continue nad since this is an immediate thing she wants to talk about it soon. So yeah. Either I'll be going alone, my ( Read more... )

Well the title is what I feel like. Things aren't going so well here. To tell the truth, I'm getting more punishment from my sister then my mom. That's really hard. Usually my sister and I have a really good relationship, but now, I think she wants to send me to boot camp for the rest of my life; some place far away where I can be broken. Honestly ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm a dumbass. I screwed up bigtime. I'm really really stupid. So you wanna know why I'm stupid, besides the obvious? Well, Friday night I spent the night at my cousin's house and at 1:00 in the morning, we snuck out of her house, stole her dad's car, which she drove without a license, on the freeway towards the east side to her ex ( Read more... )

Damn, I'm running out of friends. One moved away, one screwed up big time, which I'm having a problem with, one I turned away by being a dumbass, and one decided that we shouldn't be friends. My sister keeps ditching me for her friends. So yeah. I'm feeling a little abandoned. I guess i just need to get new friends. Do they sell those on ebay? ( Read more... )

Today I had my first session with my new counselor/ shrink person. Her name's Connie. She's cool. She's kind of eccentric, but that's okay. She actually listens to what I have to say as opposed to my mom who only hears what she wants to. I actually think this whole professional help thing may actually work. I hope it does. We'll have to see, I ( Read more... )

I'm Sorry.

So here's what's up. I'm kind of pissed off. Well okay, scratch the kinda. I'm not very happy. I found out that one of my "friends" completely and totally screwed me over and lied to me and another is just not on the same page as me. My sister and her friend just left for who knows how long, completely abandoning me. They didn't even say goodbye. ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about things the past few days. I've realized how much I depend on other people. Sometimes it's a good thing to get help or whtaever from people, but I think I've taken it a step further. I've depended on others so much for so much that I've been unable to do things on my own; like entertain myself. When I'm around people we do ( Read more... )

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I know I said that I wasn't going to post any more entries but I really needed to post this one, so here it goes ( Read more... )