I may be one of the few people who will agree with you "out loud" that there are things worse than death, but I believe it. I've witnessed it. But I ain't in no hurry to experience it. Yet anyway. I live with a more-or-less level of discomfort every day, but it's not unbearable. Boring and sometimes limiting, but not unbearable.
I have my children and a son-in-law, and grandchildren, and one great grandchild (and sisters and a brother-in-law, and nieces and nephews and great nieces and great nephews) to keep my mind and my heart busy. So, yeah.
You hit the nail on the head when you said that we're not entitled to this life we're experiencing, so we should really LIVE IT to the fullest of our abilities.
So it seems I'm the second person who'll agree with you at least to a certain degree. I've been witnessing a lot of sickness and death and I know depression very well. I'm an HSP, suffering from PMDD and meteoropathy. That means feeling bad most of of my life for no tangible reason. There've been many days when I thought that when one day I'm standing in front of God - yes, I believe in God whoever she might be - I'll be saying: "Thanks for the release from a painful life that meant fighting and strugglng for the most part." But then, I don't think about it too often and since we never know what's going to happen tomorrow I'am trying to live for the moment, the here and now and not to worry about things I can't give direction to, anyway. I'm saying "I'm trying to" since I was raised to becoming a worrier. Still, the only time life can be lived in is NOW.
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I have my children and a son-in-law, and grandchildren, and one great grandchild (and sisters and a brother-in-law, and nieces and nephews and great nieces and great nephews) to keep my mind and my heart busy. So, yeah.
You hit the nail on the head when you said that we're not entitled to this life we're experiencing, so we should really LIVE IT to the fullest of our abilities.
BTW, have you had your interview at RADA yet?
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