I have a headache for the third day in a row. it was really bad the other day, i took aspirin and it didnt work. i tried all this stuff, but nothing worked. im sure it has a lot to do with this damn house, i never get any peace and quiet. the tv is always on or the damn birds are chirping or my dad is recording stuff. weekends suck too im glad that ( Read more... )

some people are just fucked up in the head. The shit some people do to other people just really makes you wonder sometimes. when i hear this type of shit it really makes me think how lucky i am to have joanthan, and to have him in my life and play such an important role in it. I really do truely love him more than anything, and i would do anything ( Read more... )

sometimes i hate coming back to austin. damn i cant stand living in this damn house with my parents. i wish i had my own place it would be soo much better. it would even be better if i could drive my own car. but NOOO. bastards, im letting them borrow my truck and they wont even let me drive it. fuck them. damn im so annoyed being here. they bitch ( Read more... )

Hey im coming back on monday the 13th and i cant wait to be home. at times i hate it here, but at times i like it b/c i can be alone whenever i want and i dont have to worry about what to do or who to make happy. it can get boring here though. tomorrow im going downtown with some friends to just look around. There is a store there called Ramon ( Read more... )

this is the first time ive written in here since i got to brownsville. jonathan is at some tournament in dallas right now. he wont get back till monday morning. its rather boring with out him here. but its all good. ive actually been getting stuff done. i finally got my id taken and i returned overdue movies and crap like that. i have a mailbox now ( Read more... )

just back from the pool. im tired now but cannot go to sleep. summer is coming to an end fairly quickly. i feel like there is not enough time to do the things i still want to do. there is not enough time for me to get a new job but i still need money ( Read more... )

got back from brownsville sunday afternoon. the trip was overall fun. a little bit of bickering caused by stress. the school doesnt give a lot of money for loans and crap so i currently dont have enough to go there. i need to take out another loan. it blows but anything for jonathan. the campus is really pretty. lots of fountains and things all ( Read more... )

so tomorrow we are off to brownsville for an orientation filled weekend. i only have to go for one day, but its still one day too many. the rest of the weekend should be fun ( Read more... )

anyone know how i can make quick cash, other than selling my body, taking off clothes or doing sexual favors, pretty much anything in this area is out of the question. i need money and i need it soon. any ideas?????

i hate it when your mind gets so crazy that you dont even know what you are thinking about. like there are so many things going on that you are just drained. and when someone asks you what you are thinking about you cant even answer b/c you dont even know. thats crazy. i hate it when i feel like this....