I don't know...

Kinda heartbroken about today, but whatever. I'll let other people do their thing and be happy before me. WHATEV.

I'm home now, kinda happy about that.  Scott and I haven't talked in a few days and he's all cranky about it.  We'll see each other soon enough, but still.

Again, whatever. I'm home. I'm going to sleep now, too.

So....I've definitely realized I've got a chip on my shoulder ( Read more... )

Stupid body image problems.
I wish I could stop counting calories.
I wish I could just stop.
Grrrr....
I'm just going to have to work harder and keep working out. And just stop eating.

P.S. Just kidding about the not eating deal. Just not eating crap.

I love being an RA. Period.

Thinking of student affairs for grad school, I kinda want to be a coordinator after college. Hmm...

Ever feel like you could get hit by a car and be in the hospital and none of your friends would care?

That's kinda how I'm feeling. I feel so left out and distanced, and the only reaction I know how to give is to distance myself even more. Why try when no one wants to hang out with you?

Depressed-ish today, felt really sick. Whatever.

Damnit, Scott.

Why can't we just get married and move in together?

UGHHHHHHH

Wait, so now my friends are scared of me because I can hide my feelings so they don't know when I'm mad ( Read more... )

I hate lab days. I feel like I can't get anything done. I also just despise chem lab with the two effing HIGH SCHOOLERS across my lab table. Seriously. HIGH SCHOOL SENIORS are in my SOPHOMORE LEVEL CHEMISTRY. Way to make me feel like a complete retard. Especially when they're all, "Oh, this is my easiest class this semester" ...yeah, shove it up ( Read more... )

Type your cut contents here.
A - Available?: Not in this lifetime...
A - Age: 20
A - Annoyance: Dumb folks

B - Best Friends?: Scott, Nina and Tina
B - Bar: Next year
B - Birthday?: Feb 12

C - Crush: You betcha
C - Car: None right now
C - Cat(s): Own 2 of them, and am allerigc

D - Dead Pets Name(s): Elmo, Snowball, Creampuff, Brownie, Spot, Bandit, Theif, ( Read more... )

Spring break is sadly over for me.  But I got to spend a LOT of time with Scott and I always love that.

I'll be back in 7 or so weeks. :-)