...ha. Hahaha. HAHAHAHA

[re_donkulus]

It must be tomorrow. Today's topic is about not talking about love. Context isn't important so I'm just gonna type.

Well, it happened. I knew it would as soon as we talked about it; I knew it would because she's amazing and beautiful and why wouldn't it happen? Yet as I read the words tonight, knowing it would happen, it still crushes me.

Comments

[ronnieee]

I enjoyed this. I enjoy you. I'm sorry you feel so shitty. If it helps, and if I read correctly, it seems I'm on the other end of a situation like this and I feel horrible about myself. There seems to be a law in my life that doesn't allow me to have a relationship with anyone who wants one with me.
Chin up guy. I wish I had some sort of metaphor or saying to help but I know it doesn't do shit. Just keep living and see what happens next.

[re_donkulus]

Clearly I'm not getting any sleep before work, so I'm gonna finish this pack of smokes, start into the next and just work on keeping my head clear. I watched the moon move for about fifteen minutes right before writing this up. I might do that again.

[etxeberria]

You deserve better.

I'm here if you need to talk at someone/to someone. Text me whenever.

[re_donkulus]

Thank youuuu kym